as the chatterbox starts talking

as promised

2011-02-06T01:21:00.000-08:00

as promised, im supposed to update my blog as often as i could, but writing is not the same as talking, can i talk instead? haha

last post was ooeeyy goeeyy, hahah

so, january was busy with autumn sem exam where the results will be out soon, really soon, grrrrr =/

then two weeks of break; the first week was filled by reading story books and second week, went to bandung with mom, amir, ayie and her mom, it was awesome*barney's high pitch voice*bandung was never frustrating, spent hell lot of money and not gonna shop for the next two years (as if >.<)

as we arrived frm bandung, off to jb fr abg boy's wedding and came bck on saturday

today is cleaning day =( malasnye
need to get going before i change my mind, again

xxxxx
naju'najwa

MY AHMAD MAHER MOHD SUHAIMI

2010-12-25T05:25:00.000-08:00

“Aftr all this time I still love u more every day. My heart wants to beat out of my chest whenever we meet, n the butterflies start wildly fluttering in my stomch when u stare at me (wow..that explains my happy tummy :))), never ceases to amaze me. I luv u baby Dudu!”

— AHMAD MAHER

Nottingham Malaysia Campus 10th Anniversary

sorry la u look darker, u mmg darker, hihihihi ;)

Ponyyyy ;)

Multiple Component System's class, wooohooo

My fav pic of all ;) hehehe

hehe, thank u for being an awesome photographer during Hari Raya AidilAdha

well, i am very fleshy indeed, hahah

maher's bro's wedding =)

hi si kacak ;) hehe

your sweetheart =P

All expressions from my pony =) hihihi

Red rose from my pony =)) hihi

Thanks pony =))

I LOVE YOU AHMAD MAHER

"You can find 1 million guys just to make you happy, but only 1 MAHER to make it everlasting"

-AHMAD MAHER

I cant post the audio here =( but remember this Christmas ok dear, what promised u made to me, hehe

lotsaa ♥ ♥ ♥

dudu pony =)

AINUL NAJWA SAZALI

im still aliveeee people!!

2010-12-24T00:12:00.000-08:00

MENGIKUT KRONOLOGI KEGEMUKAN, DAMMNNN AHHHH!!!

i want to loose weight overnight, possible x?? ughh, i abhor myself!! last pic yes, current pic with awful looking new glasses, sob3

tapi as usual, according to amir, kakak, kalau dh burok tu, mmg nmpak burok gakk, ouchhh, sedeyhhh gilaaa

thats all about me now, after few months disappearing, tu je yg i want to show, lol

i'll write more things after i manage to sell of these fats ok, prolly never!! grrr

i'll be hvng my autumn exam ths coming january, from 12th january all the way to 22nd january, now im on study break and will be hving another break after that torturous exam period, so for now i'll be busy busy busy

will be back next year ok, dont miss me too much, well i guess no one does ;)

toodles,

naju'najwa

hard hat on!

2010-08-03T05:58:00.000-07:00

hahaha, okayh, this is ugly, but well, this is me at work =P

im screwed!

2010-08-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

ive been messing around too much, and i dont have time to rectify things, omg!! this is terrible!!

hello =)

2010-07-24T05:08:00.000-07:00

fuhhhh fuhhh *clearing dusts away*

well hello, i feel like writing, and kinda surprised kina is now back with tired mission as well =) good telepathy huh =) i second kina, i love tumblr because i can reblog tonnes of things but i cant write a long post and at times i do need to write a long post.

working life: briefly, i like working and being in the working environment. Of course, it is not easy, but I guess that is the way it is supposed to be. I'll be in my 8th week of training next week, hence only 4 weeks left. Excited? sorta but im gonna miss working big time. My schedule is very hectic, working hours 8.30 to 5 but usually i'll be there from 7.30 to 5.30 or almost 6. Sleep at 9-ish every night and wake up at 6. Work on saturdays until 1pm and off to Ipoh to give one to one tutor up to 6pm. Sunday, tuition from morning till evening. That basically explain everything.

Life? what life? that is my life at the mo. So dear friends, I cant meet u guys for the obvious circumstances, and yeah went for OBS last week and im darker now, ughhhhhh

No intervention can stop a shoeholic =)

2010-03-21T00:01:00.000-07:00

ehemm, err, i guiltily bought 6 pairs of heels over the weekend, weehoo =)
thanks mum =) u are THE BEST!
no my stress is released, LOL
time for serious mode and study time =)

p/s mum made me promised, no shoes for this year, but i kept quite, than she compromised, no shoe still this august, hihi, no wonder i always love u mum =)

to moi best friend who had never fail to support me in whatever condition

2010-03-09T18:01:00.000-08:00

MUM AINUL LATIFAH ISMAIL =)

my lovely parents =)

mummy and her kids

mum, her mum, and me =) hehe

mum and du =)

mum and son

Daniel and mum =)

to my dearest mum, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. You deserve a celebration. Love u so much =)

mum is the one that's gonna be there albeit on whatever condition i am in. She'll always support me and that explains why I dont keep any secret from my mum. She knows everything about me and she knows that I know my limit, that shows how sporting she is =)

yeah, mum and I, we argue a lot! like seriously a lot, but that is one of the major thing why I miss my mum a lot too, when we share stories, we share thoughts, and thats why we argue, haha, but usually it wont last long, afterall she's my mum and im her daughter =)

that is the beauty of biological relationship, i know i can always count on her

oh, the best part when i come home is, I will always be greeted with many new clothes =) she'll buy stuffs for me albeit im not around with her, that shows how mom's love cannot be defeated by any other love =) but of course i still love her despite her not buying me clothes =)

we love laksa, hooray, so everytime i go back, there will always be laksa, and we gonna enjoy it together =) besides that, ever since i was in tkc, she had never fail to prepare my favourite dishes every time im home, she'll also prepare food before hand for me to bring back and to share with my friends =) thank u mum, thank u so much, i really appreciate that

and im impress how cool my mum can be about me having my bf, and friends over and even made them felt very welcomed. Thanks mum. I love u so much.

and there many more reasons that i cannot list them here of why I love my mum so much, so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM, i love u so much, dont be sad on your birthday =) hugs and kisses from me

xoxoxoxoxo

how to die being unwanted

2010-03-03T21:01:00.000-08:00

ok, my life sucks! my uni friends are busy preparing themselves for annual dinner. yeah, im not going, why? because my bf said its expensive! ok, fine. and they are all very happy amongst their close friends, thinking of what to buy, what to wear and all. ok, these shows how i am lack of friends. yes. i know, i admit. why? because im always with my bf. like all the time. it sucks! thats sucks! my bf sucks!

i cannot and do not have new friends to talk with. why? because apparently my bf is so busy with his industrial training application! and that leaves me nowhere and unwanted. mingling with myself and my bestfriend, fb. not that im saying i got a lot of friends on fb, but fb entertains me.

i got ignored on fb as well, if i wish one's birthday, will never get reply. so now, i dont want to wish anyone's birthday. I customize the reply i sent to everyone that wish me on fb. and i didnt even get a decent thanks!
ughh. hate it. but at least when i update my status, i feel relief. why i write here? because i know, i dont have readers. like my bf cares to read my posts. ughh. all he does is emo-ing about industrial training, emo-ing about got turn down by comapnies, and his iphone. im nowhere there. Love is fake. i hate myself. and i dont have friends =(

my tkc friends are everywhere now. with their own cliques, i feel ditched. i really am. like hello, no one showed up for my event and they are presence for other events. how can i not have inferiority complex?

and my course sucks. YOU GOT TO LOVE YOUR JOB. gah, apparently i detest all the subjects. even maths, wait! ESP maths. i made all the attempts. but why chemical engineering is so freakin tough!!!

what i want now, i really hope i can be at home, with my family. at least i'll have daniel to love, to talk to and to scold =) i'll have amir to gossip, to express my anger. i'll have mum to listen to and to talk to. i'll have dad to mengarut with and to ask money from ;) at least i'll have pah to ferry about. despite when at home i always quarrel with mum, pah, dad, daniel and amir, but there'll always be there, they wont ditched me. im sad. terribly am.

how pathetic i can be? i am pathetic enough to post this and had view my fb every nano second. why? because i need someone to talk to. im bored. and unwanted. ohh, and stupid!

i didnt get any offer as well to do my industrial training, and im still chill! how i wish i know someone that can help me =(

p/s and dad just told me i received a speeding ticket!! great. ive just got worst.

sincerely,
ainul najwa sazali

FASHION WITH PASSION

2010-03-01T04:52:00.000-08:00

my handsome bro, model of the day =) finale

nice pose guys =)

my favourite picture of him

the two eligible bachelors that i love most =) ok, daniel is not that eligible yet, both are handsome =)

the picture shows thousand meaning =)

it was a great event, i dont have the mood to comment much as most of it i already mention in my tumblr post, so here goes the pictures

im so grateful that i have such a loving and supportive family members

love u mum, dad, amir and daniel =)

p/s thanks mum, love u =) sorry didnt get to take picture with u and dad

xoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

im moving

2010-02-22T07:29:00.000-08:00

yeahh, im leaving blogspot, to tumbler, im following kina's footsteps, hehe, besides sera is already on tumbler =) but there are some posts that i might prefer to post it here, so it depends, i'll keep this blog as well

p/s http://najunajwa.tumblr.com/

xoxoxoxox
naju'najwa

drum rolls

2010-02-18T01:02:00.000-08:00

i was supposed to write this in the previous post, but well i forgot, anyway i received my results this morning
it was unbelievably quite ok, im contented as i expected it to be worst
BUT i really need to work my arse off this semester
gah

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

i am getting married

2010-02-18T00:30:00.000-08:00

haha, just feel like writing that as a title
and nah, im not getting married
i havent been writing here for so long
dont blame me, i would have written here if i got the time

honestly, i have a lot, a lot of things to write
but now i feel so numb, i dont feel like revealing my feelings
is it just because its the time of the month or...
i want to stay hiding for reasons?
haih, boe left last weekend
i didnt even say a proper good bye
bad bad me
i know i couldnt
last two days, i received a text from her
i cried again
miss u bo =(

despite being occupied with my cousin's wedding
i felt so vulnerable
i feel lonely and hate the workload that i have now
now i know how annoying it can be to organize a fashion show
friends, please come. the tickets are effing cheap
gah, wait, do i even have friends now?

yeah, i fell sick, really sick after doing too much work
for the wedding and errands for the fashion show
the weather, the stress, the devastation

p/s i only wish birthdays to people that wished me on my birthday, yeah, fb sucks

naju'najwa

STRESS REDUCTION KIT

2010-02-03T04:06:00.000-08:00

STRESS!!! i hate being stress, adoiyhh, ive thot of a lot of things to write but i now im too stressed to thing of anything to write, but hey, here is the best kit to reduce stress

xxxx naju'

it takes time to realize

2010-01-27T19:38:00.000-08:00

now i know who are my true friends
he/she will always stick by me albeit me being a pain in the arse
he/she will know why i need him/her
he/she knows when im upset, i will not think straight and say harsh things

crap, i wanna stop here
wtv it is, i know who you are and i hate pretenders
i hate u need me while u actually dont
ughhhh, these are all bullshits

yesterday, i bought two nine west and key ng shoes and a nine west bag, i am very satisfied, tho there are few more things that i wanted to buy but i didnt, good girl =) it was a nice, satisfying and fulfilling trip for everyone
to sera, maher and jerome, u guys are good companion =)

p/s met ayie!! hehe, plans wont work for us aite =)

xxxx naju'najwa

NUR AIMI ISHAK

2010-01-24T04:56:00.000-08:00

25th January 2010, AIMI ISHAK turns 21 =)

ris, mana, imeyk, do u still remember our absurd moments?? and surely u girls remember this one =D ahahha, luckily we didnt actually wear these to class, how embarassing

imeyk: phewit, ngorat bley?? ahhaha

the caption has to be auwww sweet gila, hahahah, tho i look like crap as always, i know u look cunn here =) hehe

the day we performed for the commonwealth rep or something, i cant remember

take note, imeyk still look stunning ;)

at johnny's times square, after our AS paper, yeah i look like shit with this stupid haircut

imeyk, u are still cunn, dont worry

MISS AIMI ISHAK

this is the best that i have =( and it was taken in 2007 i think, we are so not camwhores, hehe

that explain the limited pictures i have here

miss our pillow talk moments =(

housemates berjaye =D as usual with Atiq and paqin around, hahah, its ok u're always welcomed hunn =)

oops this was supposed to be sya's 19 but sorry sya, u took the pic

and down here is the pic of us with the same baju, this was her 19th birthday present, tho i look like crap again but its ok, i still put this because u look gorgeous =)

imeyk was showing off skills ( hehe, its ok, no one saw the ball went to the drain, LOL

three stooges, love u too to bits =) imeyk and paqin look pretty, see imeyk, i sacrifice for u again, hehehe

B2006 rawx!!!

imeyk is the most pro skater, hehe, look at ris and mana, maintain cool =D we are good learners aite?? hehehe

imeyk, the pro, hehehe

so, i guess that summarized throughout our whole Alevel moments tho there were ups and downs but B2006 occupants, i still love u guys tho im stuck here

and to imeyk, im soo sorry that these are all the nice pics that i have of u with tuds, we should have taken more pics, im counting days to summer break (u know why ;) ) hehehe

sorry babe that i can only post this and not be able to fly to birm or be in birm to celebrate your 21st, but i still love u tho =)

Miss Aimi Ishak, Happy 21st Birthday and i promise u this present during this upcoming summer break k, love u lots, mwahxxx

p/s glad we skyped just now tho it was just a short session, miss u darl

xoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

darn you separation process 1

2010-01-23T12:59:00.000-08:00

yeah, i screwed this one big time, ive never experienced anything as bad as this or wait probably Alevel phy, i cant decide which now but i cried way more badly yesterday. It wasnt only me, it was almost everyone in chem eng, but i dunno what are their extend of complaint but mine, it was as bad as until now i cant sleep properly because my mind was kept thinking and still thinking about it, yeah, now is only 4.40 am but im already up tho i slept at 12, and i didnt really eat after the paper tho i was sooooo starving, i didnt even know what to eat, and didnt finish my meal while actually i could have eaten in a horse!

haihhh, i really i made through this one, i really want first class honours and i know maher wants it too.
and this is not the only subject that i screwed up. it was as terrible for my maths and quite bad for my inc.

p/s imeyk,zati, boe and moffat are still not available =(

xxxx naju'

AUTUMN EXAM 2010

2010-01-23T07:15:00.000-08:00

sigh..that explains all i guess. ok i was on hiatus for quite some time, i was supposed to be studying during those exam period, i did study; nevertheless the outcome was not satisfying
i know i havent know my result yet but the feeling after completing the papers were not as promising as what it should be
im not complaining as i know these are all God's plan, but some way or another i just want to make my parents proud of me =( regardless whatever they say now but i know deep down inside they might want me to ace something better

enough of crap. i bet everyone is sick (as if i got readers) of listening to my failures, which are a long list

ive got a lot to talk about but im too lazy to type, and i dunno where to begin with, besides after this i'll be updating this blog quite often so, AIMI ISHAK, u wont be missing me anymore =D

and also, i dislike the spring timetable =(

p/s im in need for girls talk, i need my mum, moffat, boe, zati, imeyk skypee weh!!

xxxx naju'

My Brother: Amirul Ariff Sazali

2009-12-23T00:08:00.000-08:00

ok this post was not been post on the 21st because it had accidentally been saved as draft. so i decided to re-write in still post it, he is one charming brother anyway =)

dear bro,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

BE MATURE

ACE YOUR INTERVIEWS =)

I BELIEVE IN YOU

LOVE YOU

AMIRUL ARIFF HAPPY 17TH =)

Love you

p/s this is the 100th post =)

xoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

Miss Zati Halwani Mansor =)

2009-12-21T23:20:00.000-08:00

ok, im gonna write briefly on what had happened to me for the past few day as the main purpose suddenly im not on hiatus is because to dedicat this post to someone which is......hehehe

thursday- submit matlab, catched 1pm bus to ipoh
friday- practise for kelab keledang night and kelab keledang dinner itself, came back late and was already exhausted, ohh, here is the my few fav pics

saturday- woke up early for nyah's wedding, this is not the wedding reception yet, the reception is next year, ohh, he is the first grandchildren generation to get married, straight after the wedding, came to kl for tkc oga dinner, came back late as well, here is also few pics from the nikah

sunday- woke up at 4am and pushed off to utp for amir's interview, by noon was already at dad's office to finished up enm coursework, then went back home and continued with enm coursework till very very late at night
monday- woke up early to touch up and sent to sera for sera to submit, and thanks sera =) then fetched amir from utp and came to kl again
tuesday- sent amir for sime darby interview and now playing cafe world at hariz's house all day
and anyway, today is one of the most important day because its one of my ipoh cont's whom is

ZATI HALWANI MANSOR!!

the most joyah yet kind-hearted company =)

love u zati, mwahxxxx

xoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

Hiatus

2009-12-13T14:46:00.000-08:00

i'll be away till end of january, here is the overview:
matlab, enm, kelad keledang dinner, nyah's wedding, OGA dinner, Amir's UTP interview, Pah's birthday, Amir's birthday, Amir's Sime Darby interview, Amir's PLKN, study week, BOB paper, INC paper, Maths paper, ENM paper, Sp1 paper, Spring Semester!

gosh, do i really have that little time?? oh yeah, whenever it involves amir, i want to be there too, to support him
dont go to plkn yeah bro, ace the interviews ;) good luck

p/s amir gave me rm$$$ for my birthday, thanks bro =)

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

10 reasons to date an Engineer ;)

2009-12-10T15:30:00.000-08:00

10. The world does revolve around us... we choose the coordinate system.

9. No "couple" enjoy a better "moment".

8. We know how to handle stress and strain in a relationship.

7. We have significant figures.

6. We understand the motion of rigid bodies.

5. Projectile motion: Do we need to say more?

4. Engineers do it to specification.

3. According to Newton, if two bodies interact, their forces are equal and opposite.

2. We know it's not the length of the vector that counts, but how you apply the force.

1. WE KNOW THE RIGHT HAND RULE!

as a conclusion, we rawks!! LOL

i love u maher!!! heheheh

2009-12-06T23:42:00.000-08:00

O.M.G!! maher ordered cupcakes for me, hehe, and thanks for going through all the hustles too
how can i not love u dear =) hehehe

i love u ahmad maher, hehe

ohh and sorry boe i didnt get to send the mini ones like ive promised u as maher got these for me from bangi but i promise if i go wondermilk i'll definitely get for you =) love love

p/s these are loveliana cupcakes and they are awesome!!

xoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

im quitting!! for real!

2009-12-06T04:21:00.000-08:00

chill, im still gonna blog, haha, as if anyone cares, anyway, yeah, im quitting from being a shopaholic!! hehehe, for real!! no more handbag!! yeahh, support me people, hehe, sera said im having an obsession, so i guess i really need to stop buying handbag!! grrr...

here i announce, I QUIT!!

xoxoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

2009-12-05T10:25:00.000-08:00

gah, i want cupcakes, maher =(

xoxoxox

naju'najwa

most irritating part!!

2009-12-05T07:54:00.001-08:00

i hate hypocrites!! things that i hate most is when people turned down my invitations!! i hate it!! am i the only one who has to consider everyone else's feeling?? to those fuckers, i will never invite u guys anywhere anymore after this!! and i really hate people with vested interest!!! u are my friend when u need help and u are not when u dont need my help anymore, that is soo mean, and irritating.

oh yeah, another thing, do all these tagline seem familiar?
"oh naju' i miss u", "love u", "we so need to hangout", "lets go shopping", "lets watch movies together", "oh gossip mate, i need to hear gossips"
they all are just bullshitting!! seriously, for all i know they badmouth me among each other, fuck all these people
u thot that i dont know about all these but too bad, i know about every single shit.
hello people, when there's a will there's a way.
people really change kan aez??
its so true about what u post in your blog =(

why i can be so open and talk about it here?? because they dont even read my blog, they dont even care shit about me, i hate u fuckers, and FYI i am expressive, u will know if im pissed with u. and of course again, u wont give a damn about it.

so the only person i trust most at this mo is miss nurul iffah idris, u are the best, and i know u mean well in whatever u said, and to miss aimi ishak, miss u =( miss skype with u, why are u MIA-ing to me?? sighhhh

p/s why am i fuckin stupid to still be studying here???? why cant i be in UK???? only then my friends will miss me aite???ughhh

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

most touching part

2009-12-04T07:16:00.000-08:00

u are really unpredictable =) i was touched when u went down and started throwing pebbles at my window since i refused to open my door for u, adorable u ;) how can i not love u syg? hehe

we went to lowyat just now to check on wii that i wanted to buy for amir's birthday. Maher and I had been saving up to buy his birthday present. Apparently he doesnt want wii, yet doesnt even know what he wants.
Please tell me what to buy, whenever its december, i have to crack my head on what to buy for his bday =(
oopss, but i bought another handbag =) hehe

p/s watching new moon tomorrow and gonna have johnny's too =)

xoxoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

im stuck!!! and u suck!!

2009-12-03T19:37:00.000-08:00

i dunno how to express this anymore!! BUT

ive been stucked in semenyih for two weeks straight, yet when i finally got one day to go out, i got to attend the video conference!!! grrrrr

no more justice

on top of that, all my effort had been wasted,

please, gimme some justice pleaseeeee

and bugger, can u stop bothering me!!! ughhhhhh
i want a life!!
when i said im not interested, i mean it!!! shit
do u need me to define what annoyance is to u??
and when im pissed, i really want u to know that

i walked back from tesco to uni, ok actually halfway and went back to tesco cause i realized that i dont even have my fuckin room key, and i dont have my phone with me

Girls, listen to me, if u own your own car, please dont let your bf drive if u have an argument with him, that is just plain dumb!!

p/s im not pms-ing, this is pure pissed!! u suck and sincerely from me,

naju'najwa

smiling ear to ear

2009-12-03T01:12:00.000-08:00

i just received my marc jacobs bag and baby phat bag, that had made my day *smiling from ear to ear* hehe

and cant wait for kick-boxing too =)

p/s amir come quick, i am already excited to get another bag from u =)

xoxoxoxox

naju'najwa

secret on how to get a severe body ache

2009-11-30T16:50:00.000-08:00

kickboxing!! thats the best answer for it. went for a 3 hours of kickboxing session with sera and maher. After kickboxing went to study BOB until 3am. Both of that are a very very bad combination indeed. I woke up the next morning, which happened to be Raya morning; with a very bad body ache.
then, studied BOB, for lunch, all three of us went to ain's house and had nasi dagang, it was so delicious =) thanks ain, u are my saviour, hehe,
reached home and again studied for BOB, wanted to go for swimming but still have the body ache, (excuse)
then studied BOB again, ugh my life was so boring!!
woke up on saturday, studied BOB again, for the whole day =(
and studied BOB on sunday too =(
and yet i still screwed up my test yesterday =(
i think, anything got to with the word BIO will never goes my way, ughhh, how am i gonna face the autumn exam in january?? ughhh, moffat =( help me..
and submitted INC coursework as well, sighhh..
i really need to de-stress, how i wish i can watch new moon =( sobs
ngaaaa, jacob black =P

hehe, i wanna watch!!! hehe, jacob, ngaa~~

xoxoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

A Survey!

2009-11-28T22:06:00.000-08:00

A random survey!!

His Birthday:
19th April 1989

How long have you been together?
err, almost two years, but ive changed our anniversary date so that we have more significant celebrations in a year ;)

How long did you know each other before you got together?
hmmm, 11 months to one year??

What physical features attracted you to him first?:
his body build =D

Hair color:
vlack

Hair style:
messy style, will always be messy

How did you know each other?
Taylor's Alevel, Petronas Scholars

RELATIONSHIP STUFF

How serious is it:
serious, serious as in serious

Are you in love?:
yah, every single time ;)

Do your parents like him:
hmmm, tough one, dunno, but i know my brothers and my grandma do

Does it matter?:
Of course

Do you trust him?
yeah, a lot!

Do you like the way he smells:
hmmm, im fine with it, but i know he loves my smell =)

Can you picture having kids with him:
yup, i dont mind, haha

Does he have a temper?
he used to, ive trained him, LOL and actually, im the one with bad temper =P

Are you happy to be with him:
yes, really happy dear =)

Does he embarrassed you in public:
he wouldnt dare to do that, haha

SOME OTHER STUFF

Does he have any piercings?:
nope, not at all, just my type =)

Does he have any scars that you know of?:
not any visible scar that i know off, sorry dear, if u are fairer may be i would've known, oops

Is he a party dude or stay at home kind of guy?:
he is soo the stay at home kind =D which is why i like him best =)

Is he Outgoing or Shy?
shy =)

Does he love his mama?
yup, more than ever, but its ok, im at the same level (i hope so)

Would he hang out with you and YOUR friends?
yah, all the timeeee, hehe

Does he sing?
nah, he does live in reality ;)

Does he snore?
not really

Do you like his friends?

do you have any syg?? hehe, jk, he doesnt have much friends, he is always with me, my permanent handbag, so that is why its hard to get me without him ;) which is good =)

love u maher =)

xoxoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

when u are too far away.....

2009-11-28T20:15:00.000-08:00

sigh, i dont think u gonna read this anyway,

dear bestfriend,

i miss u..
i know its hard being far from each other
glad u are having fun
i am
seriously
and honestly
but, im just disappointed
with myself
if only im not this stupid
and can get my ass over
to UK too
i wont be this far from u
i can be your listener
as always
at times when u dont hv friends
when i dont hv friends
we always hv each other
but now,
not anymore i think
hmmmm
im no longer close to being your good friend
now i know what he felt
why he was sad
why he felt neglected
but of course
im not like him
will never be like him
will never leave u
he is jealous of your luxury life
im happy that u are happy
im happy for u
its just that
i feel disappointed
im not there
for u to tell stories
to share things where
i aint your best listener anymore
tc bestfriend
u'll always be missed =)

xoxoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

Z4 =)

2009-11-28T08:24:00.000-08:00

okayh, im suppose to be studying right now, but okayh, screw that, anyway, loveee this car since i was 7!! hehe, i got the miniature of this from uncle sabri =) hehe, anywayyy

just saw the price too, its half a million excluding tax, so dad, if u read this, u can start saving up money for my wedding's gift, LOL *dream on* thanks dad, u'll be the best dad in the whole wide world =)

p/s daniel had once asked me why is this car so freaking expensive;

'kakak, kenape kereta ni mahal ek?? sbb die romantic ke?' haha, innocent little fellow, how can i not love u =)

xoxoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

Webface pictures

2009-11-28T02:56:00.000-08:00

thanks aez =) for showing me how to do all these, i loike to play with it!

naju'

maher

amir

daniel

sorry that daniel and kakak je yg fair and maher and amir ehemm, err, less fairer than us i would say, i tried my best to suit all of us =) hehe

xoxoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

focus

2009-11-25T15:32:00.000-08:00

~~lab report~~
~~INC coursework~~
BOB test
Maths coursework
Matlab test
ENM coursework
Matlab coursework

long way to go, haih, week 10 next week, week 11 and then finally week 12...goshh, 3 more weeks...please come faster..
im soo gonna screw up if i dont do all these shits properly
anyway, thanks jerome for making my life a bit easier and asked for chapter reductions from Dr Lau =) hehe, my brain's hard disk is not that big ok

p/s i met Jasmine Dzulkifli yesterday =) i will seriously text u next time if im coming ok =)

a friend in need is a friend indeed

2009-11-24T07:50:00.000-08:00

a friend in need is a friend indeed

It is sometimes suggested that this phrase means 'someone who needs your help becomes friendly in order to obtain it'. Most people understand it to mean, 'someone who helps you when you are in need is a true friend'.

http://www.phrases.org.uk/meanings/143400.html

so okayh, how do u understand this phrase?? i couldnt care less now, both seems to be the same meaning for me, who stick around by myside??i wanna know, seriously.

p/s i hate goody two-shoes!
pp/s shit, is this idioms day or what?

sincerely
naju'najwa

boyfriend ♥

2009-11-21T19:35:00.000-08:00

all the advantages of having a MAHER :

1) he'll comfort u whenever u are down, regardless if its over a stupid matter
2) he'll make up to all the things that he made u sulk or sad
3) he'll put you as his first priority and be the second (after his mom of course) to survive if he got to choose two things to secure in a fire
4) he'll take care of u when you are sick
5) he'll clean your toilet for you =D
6) he'll buy u many stuffs, handbags, baju, name it
7) he'll help you to survive your studies; ESP if you both are in the same course =P
8) he'll entertain your brothers
9) he'll pay for all meals since u are broke because of handbags
10) he'll cover your head instead of his if its rain
11) he'll accompany u to go everywhere without u having to pick him up
12) u can have a free driver regardless whose car it is and a free bouncer
13) he'll entertain all your fashions stuff, in exchange you listen to his crap too
14) he'll bring your stuffs to lecture hall despite your stuffs are heavier than his, hello u bring handbag ok, how on earth to fit everything =P
15) he'll cover up for u if there's something really embarrassing happened to u
16) he'll be your friend albeit all your used to be good friends leave u slowly
17) he'll do your nails for you =)
18) and the most important thing is, he'll always be there regardless on whatever condition and despite you being so fussy and high-maintenanced =)

i like my maher, i love my maher and i'll keep my maher =)

thanks AHMAD MAHER MOHD SUHAIMI for everything

i'll never get to pay your ♥♥♥♥♥♥

i ♥ u, so much =)

xoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

kickboxing

2009-11-21T09:50:00.000-08:00

oh yeah, did i mention kickboxing is awesome =)
and the best part is its cheap and i got company to go with =)
and also because my parents support me with this

oh yeah, the greatest thing about waking up early on weekends is i got to do many things in a day
as such, on friday, i went for MATLAB class, went to sunway pyramid to meet bo, did laundry, watered mum's plant, back to semenyih, swim, revision
on saturday, swim, breakfast in oldtown =), back in kj, laundry, watered mum's plant, revision, cook, cleaning, threading =), back in semenyih, went to pasar malam and bought nice fruits, cleaned the room and the bathroom, watched the nanny, folded all clothes, online
see, how awesome it was, i hope my sunday gonna be effective as well =)

xoxoxo
naju'najwa

my banner for amirul ariff =)

2009-11-20T06:53:00.000-08:00

glad u like it =) and again, good luck

i love u, mwahxxx

xoxoxoxo

kakak naju'

An outing with cik Iffah Idris =)

2009-11-20T06:47:00.000-08:00

Bo texted me on thurs night but as my phone got barred, i didnt reply her *sorry bo* so she called me after her paper at 11.20am today. At first, i didnt want to go as i stated in my previous post for an obvious reason, but when she called me during my class just now, i felt reluctant to break the promise ive made to meet her on friday, so, after a few dramas after the class, i pushed off from here and went to meet bo in sunway pyramid. SInce, as usual, whenever i hv the time to watch movie; there wont be any movie available, see how unlucky i am =(
even for this upcoming new moon movie, which is specifically on the 30th Nov, i'll be having

Basis of Biotech's Test which is 20% weightage
Interfacial Chemistry's Coursework which is 30% weightage
Engineering's Material' s Design Coursework which is 30% weightage too!!

before that day, before the Raya Haji, i'll be submitting my last lab report

and to make my week even worst, on the 4th Dec

Differential Equation and Calculus for Engineer's Coursework 2 which is 10% weightage and cover ODE and Fourier Series =(

and, Matlab's test on the 9th of Dec =(

these explain why i cant play around, cant go shopping and cant go back for raya =(

anyway, here are the pics that we took just now =)

basically i had a great lunch, thanks bo for the meals =) syg bo =)

two thumbs up for fig&olive, oh yeah

again, syg bo =) u made my day dear

xoxoxoxox

naju'najwa

a night to remember

2009-11-19T01:21:00.000-08:00

hmmm. personally i think it had been over rated. i dont think i fit in. albeit i did enjoy myself tho at the end =) and burnt calories too, LOL yet, one thing for sure, im not gonna go again. nuff said =| lemme indulge myself with thick notes and some braincrack calculations

im thinking of joining kickboxing in uni. but since ive been spending a lot and had been asking a lot from my parents, i dunno whether are they gonna allow me to join this kickboxing. Mum is in this as well with her friends back in Ipoh so why cant i? I really need to burnt all these nasty fats. besides, maher and sera want to join too. So, likely i will be commited to it. I asked mum about should i ask dad about this, but she told me to survey the price first. hmmmm..

ohh, another thing, dearest dad, do u read all my posts as u randomly said to mum that i do not know how to manage my money and i need to banned from getting luxury stuffs =( and u even bar my phone bill =( dad...pleaseeeeee..sobss..sobs..sobs,,im your only daughter, where else do u need to splurge the money to =(

plan for this weekend: stay in and study

p/s not going back for raya haji =(

xoxoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

my 19th birthday

2009-11-17T21:50:00.000-08:00

these are the people who made an effort to call or text me. Thanks people. love u =)

zati,atiq,moffat, elle, aisyah, kina, mira, mummy, daddy, minhaal, yong han, yonne, adam, sys phya, maher, aunty rose, alynn, aak,imeyk, fiqss, maher's mum, perashanth, puan suzalin, munir, ayie, ain, boe, chiputt, athira, melat bdaymate dearestest, ally twinneyh, edmund, amir, daniel,

anyway, regardless, i still wanna thank those people who wish me through facebook and in the class or in uni.
u are much appreciated =P

as i informed before, didnt celbrate much due to many pre-celebrations =( had lunch in pizza hut semenyih with jerome, faith and sera. Thanks Maher syg =) its the quality that counts.

after the modest lunch, i went back and did some work. went for swimming and i was touched when yh came all the way, walking in the rain and swam with us despite it was pouring. thanks dude =D

for dinner i had oblong burger *awin is selling it* and kina belanja, Thanks kina =) im touched as well

after that, stayed at sera's house the whole night and did some revision.

that was how my 19th bday went.

yesterday i went to meet atiq at the airport. didnt celebrate =( she went back with her family. didnt even take picture because maher was grumbling =(

today, later of the day, going sera's house for the first time *sweats* and going to LOFT afterwards.

p/s im broke, maher is broke, yeah, we are broke, shit!

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

Good Luck Amir!!!

2009-11-16T22:59:00.000-08:00

AMIRUL ARIFF SAZALI

dearest bro,

I know im not such a great sys but u are a great bro =D

we'll definitely hang out and lepak after u finish your spm k?

for this SPM, i believe in you, i know u can do it, i trained u remember? haha,

but regardless, i know u yourself are incredible enough, i have faith in u, everyone has faith in u

dont pressure yourself

dont compare yourself to me

not that im good either

your stupid sister is still stuck in malaysia

so chill

u'll get way better results than me

i knew it
=)

so, break a leg

just take it as a normal exercise

i love u bro, i know u can do it

pray hard too, i'll do the same =)

all the best

xoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

your one and only sys

turning 19

2009-11-15T06:31:00.000-08:00

im turning 19 in few hours time and yet here i am seating down printing my exam questions papers =(
being 19 sucks =(
no celebrations
no birthday gifts
no fun
=(

p/s i hate turning 19

truthfully
naju'

a weekend getaway

2009-11-14T07:42:00.000-08:00

my sife team and i went to ipoh on thursday evening. After all the chaos, the massive traffic jam and the heavy rain that we passed through; we mananged to arrive at 10.35pm that day.
then on friday morning went to daybreak and went to get more second hand books =) LOL i just love em ok
friday night, did mpc and still havent finish with the notes!
saturday morning, met amir (good luck bro, dont be stress)
sent mum to ipoh parade, pushed off to kelana jaya at 11.30am, reached kj at 1pm, ate lunch, and off to times square. i wanted to go to bb plaza but didnt go because we were both too exhausted.
Reached semenyih at 7pm and went back to kj after Maghrib prayer as i forgot to take my swimming suit which was the main purpose why i stopped by at kj!! ughh
i think i hv reached the max limit to shop and now i am really repenting *haha, yah right!!* because just now i didnt hv the urge to shop at all!! or probably i kept thinking of downtown =P
oh yeah, pah already gave me my birthday ring =P ive been changing my right hand ring since 2007, which i have three in total now =) thanks pah, i know im your fav grandchild despite u had to pretend im not in front of daniel =P and sorry amir, its not u either =)
as we reached kj to take my swimming suit, we had a good swimming there as well =) i had not been swimming for almost two years i think.
However since now i really need to lose a lot of weight, after had been eating like a hog for this past week, maher and i have decided to go for a proper swim daily and make that part of our routines. i did 5laps just now and i am already super exhausted!! isnt that obvious that i am that un-fit? sighhhh...i need to pace up and reached my target of 20 laps daily!! good luck with that then
ok, im soo sleepyy now, needs to wake up early to swim =P night

p/s ti sorry didnt get to talk to u for long that day
pp/s i still loathe u moron

xoxoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

you bitch

2009-11-14T07:06:00.000-08:00

you bitch!!! i hate backstabbers, goody two shoes and all in that category! i thot u are my friend!! u are not indeed! people please remember, i can be nice as in REALLY nice if u treat me nicely as well, BUT if u do otherwise, u'll get something even worst than what u can imagine. dont play with fire here ok. i seriously hate u now, and i do express my feelings out, so since im not gonna talk much with u from now on, i guess u'll know who u are, and i hold my grudges, for long, really lonnnggg.....

p/s i loathe u

Truthfully
Ainul Najwa Sazali

facebook sucks!

2009-11-10T16:34:00.000-08:00

i cannot logged in to my acc! i'll be on hiatus anyway. sorry moff, mira and qiukk. will reply a.s.a.p when i can logged in!

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

Think before you spend

2009-11-06T22:51:00.000-08:00

alright people. think before u spend. im broke. super broke as i mentioned in previous post. and not only that ive made maher become broke too =( yishhh...super bad bad girl. Sorry maher. my mum scolded me due to over-spending. i didnt dare to tell my dad about this. im gonna fast through out november, till petronas and my dad bank in my next month's allowance and i will be break-fasting with cereals and milk which are suppose to be my breakfast. hey, at least i can hit two birds with one stone ;) shite, i seriously learnt my lesson, and most importantly not to a brand victim. Honestly, i have 11 branded watches, 25 branded handbags, 25 branded heels, and about 70 branded tops, and YET, i end up broke here. SO, im selling the two bags i havent used, which still have the tag intact to the bag and hoping to gain rm500 from it so that i can buy amir's birthday present =( As a conclusion, im saying that i am boycotting branded stuffs starting from today. No More clothes, No More handbags and No More watches, No More handbags. i hope i can survive =( no more shopping.

p/s downtown was awesome!! i'll come back when im rich yeahh...

*in serious devastating mode*

xoxoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

My life is full of Pain

2009-11-06T03:21:00.000-08:00

im lazy to type, but i want to talk about it, so that leave me with no choice. yah, i'll be super busy starting week 8 whch is starting the 16th * unlucky date!!* all the way through january 23rd. So people, apologize if i dont reply your calls or smses. (as if there's any) so this whole week, the past week i mean, i had been spending a lot and had been going out a lot. Yeah, as expected, im left being super broke with again rm30 in my bank acc. STOP right there. i dont need any more shit advises as if i dont know its bad being a shopaholic and not being able to control my spending. but i cant...i loveeee to shop. ughh. WTV. anyways:

on wed, after the test went to pavi, on thurs, after lab went to midvalley. We were lost for hours and only after 2 hours that it triggered me to use the GPS in my iphone, ugh..bodoh..then when we reached midvalley, almost all the shops are about to close. Unlucky us. on fri, which was just now, we went to sunway pyramid, suppose to meet bo but she couldnt make it =( so we watched Jennifer's Body, and now im back in notts. We might be going to downtown Cheras later at 11.30pm with yeen and teha. =) ngeee cant wait.

p/s thanks ahmad maher for being so understanding and for always being there despite at whatever condition i am, i love u and i seriously dont need a birthday gift. Thanks for supporting me and for all the gifts =)

pp/s fuck life

xoxoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

Maths coursework, HYSYS test

2009-11-04T07:18:00.000-08:00

im such a pro in procrastinating. After i had postponed my maths coursework for two weeks, finally the day before it was due, i started doing it, anyhow, with god's willing, i managed to finished it last night, and studied hysys for today's test as well. And i had been procrastinating to do revisions for other modules too *ugh, bad bad girl*

Honestly, i didnt even plan to go for Chem Eng party tonight as i was scared that i'll be too devastated to have fun. This was due to i screwed up my first coursework for hysys =( sorry mum, sorry dad. I havent got the marks but yah, i do trust my intuition ok. But Alhamdullilah, the test was do-able, well, i thot it was, unless i really did mistakes that i didnt realize; and maher and i decided to go out and have fun, so at 5pm we went to pavillion, the sale was mouthwatering when i went with mum, but it was kinda disappointing just now. So i only bought 3 pairs of clothes. Gosh, i really need to stop buying baju with my own money! *with mum's or dad's is different case and permittable* maher was quite pissed with me, im so sorry syg, i told u i am a high-maintainanced gf, too bad that u picked me, hehe, jk, sorry yah ;) at least i didnt buy handbags dah ;) *despite 3 more bags coming next week* ok, whats wrong with me?? i think this is all influenced by satan, Dear Allah, please keep me away from all these seductions. Amin.

basically we went to pavi and had cupcakes, madam kwan's, ok correction, the cupcakes are still save in my fridge, need to spare the calories for tomorrow, LOL. I didnt buy anything in Tang's, went to marc jacobs just to torture myself, and we ended up walking to BB plaza and then to Low Yatt. Maher bought some stuffs, browse through stuffs in BB plaza and too bad that there's no shop selling Marc Jacobs's replica bag *see how desperate i am, ugh*

and now im back in my room, blogging after had been tortured mentally for the last two days, and yah, did i mentioned what was the main obstacle that distract me from studying? its an iphone game call Jojo's 2, a fashion show game, haha, and the funniest thing is, after completing the test and the coursework, i dont really feel like playing it all the time. sighhh.

Here are some random news:

- im now almost done with the nanny season 3

- i loveee smart tunnel, first time using it, 30 mins to kl from semenyh babeee, hehe, thanks to sera for drawing the direction, despite with no legend, hehe

- i finally know how to get to UPM, fiqss!! its super near ok!

- plan to celebrate bo's 20th this friday, so sad i cant make it yesterday =(

- i got major project for sife and will be going back home as in home this 14th =) yeay, gonna get birthday gift and pocket money from pah =)

p/s I love you Maher, sorry dear

xoxoxoxoxox
naju'najwa

cik Nurul Iffah Idris

2009-11-02T10:04:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE ♥

CIK NURUL IFFAH IDRIS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST BOE =)

IM SO SORRY IM NOT GOOD WITH WORDS BUT U DO KNOW HOW MUCH U MEAN TO ME AITE?? HOPE YOU'LL BE HAVING A LOT OF FUN

AND IM SO SORRY IM NOT GONNA COME AND MEET U TOMORROW, SEE YOU ON FRIDAY OK?

LOVE YOU LOTS AND TILL DEATH SET US APART, WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU =)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

p/s sorry no latest pic as i went to meet bo last 2 weeks cant take pics as bo's tudung was not cun enough, she said la, hehe

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

xoxoxox

naju'najwa

This Is It

2009-11-02T01:44:00.000-08:00

as usual, on mon, i'll be blogging on what i did during the weekend, yah so here goes,
on friday, i stayed on campus, i mean stayed here, i didnt go back to kj as i got pet scholars bbq party. in the morning, i took maher to cut his hair and i am still very satisfied with the outcome =) nice and sleek, the way i like it to be, hehe, sorry dear ;) *thumbs up to the girl whom cut his hair
after that, we ate our lunch at secret recipe, and then was when maher had started to behave oddly. i can sensed that he is planning something with my mum but i cant guess what he was planning, and then, when we were at secret recipe i figured out that he was planning for a surprise birthday party for me during the bbq session that evening. Then suddenly, one of the secret recipe's worker, came to me with the whole cake and lighted all the 19 candles. Maher was sooo pissed and refused to pay for the cake despite the worker had already wrote my name on the cake as he had made himself clear that he actually wanted the cake to be packed and he wanted to claim it later.
Maher was so embarrassed as i found out about his plan and he was so sad he couldnt planned the surprise properly for me, *its ok sayang, its the thoughts that count and i still love u =)* So, after that, since i already found out about it, i told him that my favourite cake is an ice-cream cake, strawberry and must come from King's =) hehe, i dont like Baskin robbins cake but i still love the cake that atiq, imeyk, ris, mana, and sya gave me for my errr, 17th birthday, thanks u guys =) ok, back to the friday's drama, we went to tesco kajang as there is the only king's confectionery in kajang and they told us that we cant get readymade ice-cream cake there and we need to go to sg long if we want a readymade icecream cake, so we went to king's in sg long and got the cake after waiting for 20 mins.
As i got to sera's house, herlina et al arrive with the satays and to help with the bbq pit. Basically we started bbqing at 6pm and had a satisfying crowd of 30 out of 48 current pet scholars here. And i had to pretend i was surprised when maher and others popped out with the cake, Thanks to sera and jerome for being there too, and my most gratitude is of course to sera for letting us para-siting at your house =) hehe, thanks babe
At 9pm, everything was cleared and the house was been left at a spick and span condition.
Afterward, i went back to campus for a shower and returned to sera's house with maher and watched 13ghosts, the covenant, the nanny =) and the exorcism of emily rose till 4am. Maher, Jerome and I camped at sera's house and left the house at 6.10am. Dont ask me anythng about it. I was still scared to shit out of it ok.

On Saturday, i pushed off to kj at 10.30 am although i promised mum to be home latest by 9! so, can u imagine that i woke up that morning with my mum yelling at me on the phone, im sorry mum =(
I reached home at noon and spent sometime to play games with daniel. At 4pm, dad, mum, daniel, maher and i went to one utama to watch MJ's This Is It. I slept for 15 minutes during the show, but the rest of 1 hour and 45 minutes i was basically up and amazed by his enthusiasm in singing and dancing. RIP MJ. After that, we went to Pavillion for my 19th birhday celebration, uncle Sabri and family was there too. We ate at TGI's and Daniel was so happy as the environment there was as if it was having halloween party; daniel had been wanting to celebrate Halloween since he was 5! okayh, despite i dont really like chillis, and TGI's, but i gave in to him and since Tony Romas was fully booked =(

Sunday, went back to notts, wanted to go shopping but i didnt, wanted to study and of course i didnt, but i did major spring cleaning, online, and dw the nanny series, yah big fan, ask sera, jerome, yh and maher, hahaha

p/s now im done with season 1 and 2, thanks maher for the rapidshare acc =) i love u

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

GMH

2009-10-29T01:35:00.000-07:00

Today, I saw my older brother for the first time in almost five years. Very shocked by his long hair, I asked him if he wanted me to cut it. He freaked out and said that he only needed to grow two more inches before he can have a wig made for his wife of almost 10 years, who's hair was beginning to fall out because of her cancer. His love GMH.

I used to have really bad monthly cramps, my ex (my boyfriend then) would come over, make sure my hot water bottle is always heated, rub my tummy, see to it that I eat and drink, check on me while I shower and sticks around even when all I do is lie down and sleep. Thinking back about it, now that GMH.

This morning as I was packing lunch, about to leave for work, my boyfriend danced into the kitchen singing a made up song consisting of only my name over and over. When he saw me, he turned red and said "Oh, you're still here". Sneaking a peak in the daily routine of someone who really loves me GMH.

i found these, well, sera found it first, and i was so touched esp with the middle quote =) love is nice, but not all the time, haha, ok anyways do read these GMH quotes rather than those FML quotes, *haha* spread the love peep =)

xoxoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

This guy is awesome!!

2009-10-27T07:14:00.000-07:00

sera had been posting the vid of this guy on her blog, and when i started to listen to him i started to like him, so here goes,the Chris Cendana, i like him a lot!

ehemmm*

2009-10-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

Etienne Aigner, RM580

http://klpremiumoutlet.blogspot.com

DKNY, RM650 http://www.glamorousfinds.blogspot.com/

Marc Jacobs,RM2040

http://klpremiumoutlet.blogspot.com

DKNY,RM1000

http://klpremiumoutlet.blogspot.com

Marc Jacobs, RM1175

http://klpremiumoutlet.blogspot.com

Calvin Klein, RM793

http://allureisbeautiful.blogdrive.com

Calvin Klein, RM793

http://allureisbeautiful.blogdrive.com

haha, so basically these are all the bags that i looovee but i cant afford to buy =( so *ehemm amir, probably u can get any one of these, haha, u are also welcomed if u want to give me more than one of these bags, yah dont worry, as u said there are many moreee that i lovee despite u can only give me my present after your last paper, anyhow i need to save up my money too since your bday gonna be the month after mine, sighh..haha, thanks bro *anyway, u kaya kan, xpe laa* hehe

goshh, i love bagss =) haha, since maher forbids me from buying anymore handbag after i counted and found out that i have 22 handbags in my closet now, i can save my money for amir's, mum's and maher's birthday. dad's and daniel's errr, we deal nx year yah, haha..or probably no hope as i might not be able to get rid of my fetish for handbags, sorry darlings, haha, pray hard

p/s im excited and cant wait for my 19th birthday, god knows why

Vacation's destination

2009-10-27T04:53:00.000-07:00

i want to go to:

1) Sabah, i want to climb mount KK =( planning to go with sera, maher, jerome and faith but dunno yet
2) Sarawak
3) Tioman Island (with boyfriend =) )
4) Pangkor Laut (with boyfriend =) ) yah, although its friggin expensive
5) Makkah for the second time, its so peaceful to be there =( please bring us too dad the next time u go
6) Paris again but this time with family =) woohoo but dont think i can go as i might be having my exam during the period that dad said we are supposed to go, dad accommodate me too please, pretty please =(
7) BANDUNG!!! shop shop shop, hehe, really!! mum suggested to go with ayie, and few other friends too, but dont think any of our schedule gonna coincide, right??even to meet up in kl is also almost impossible!!
8) Prague and Budapest, yahh heard million times that it is such a nice place to go but when are u gonna take me mum??
9) Dubai, shopping heaven?? but i think mum and dad gonna be going without us as they want to go turkey too which i dont want =(
10) errr..actually LA, yah so sad that i had never been to my dad's second hometown =( pleaseeee dad =( pity us ok
11) and yahh, ive never been to London as well, how embarrassing right?? but whatever, i wanted to go there but i always find it unnecessary and i think this can wait after my second trip to France, but dad, we can always go to these two places in one vacation right??hehe

Dear God, how i wish dad is not super extremely busy with his workload now so that he'll get time to read my blog and get the hint haha and of course so that we can go for the vacation =) hehe

xoxoxox
naju'najwa

men

2009-10-27T00:14:00.000-07:00

men are arsehole, i hate them, esp Ahmad Maher Mohd Suhaimi. I mean it ok!

najwa

H82BOB

2009-10-26T04:19:00.000-07:00

goshh..this whole post hilang after ive typed for half an hour! damn it..

shit laa, why do i have to study this module..damn it..its sooo boring and annoying. not only that i abhor the subject, but i also do not favour the lecturer, ok i tried not to be so judgemental and tried to listen to her. But everytime during her lecture i'll get turned off with the terms and wordings. We took up chemical engineering because we dont like bio ok??sighh..i just hope i can survive in this module this autumn exam. The sickest part is the BOB lab report. Can it not be more demanding than that?? i spent most of my weekend doing the report and yah it was a 40 pages kind of lab report. Not only that, when i compared my values with my lab partner, i happen to have some differences and made me to re-check and re-do my graphs and tables. That was soo awful. The lab report made me missed two classes today as well despite ive promised to myself not to skip class..sighh..
now im gonna be busy with sife, petronas scholars gathering and revisions, yah that order, thats explain why my whole study and revision schedule is so haywire =(

p/s please give some happiness to my dearest nurul nadia mahfudz, love u a lot ok =)

xoxoxoxoxox
naju'najwa

i hate u!!

2009-10-23T03:47:00.000-07:00

damn it, i hate u, i just hate u, i wish i can fix things up, i hate u, dont u know who u are? i hate u, i really hate u

ok, i know likely no one else reads my blog except maher (by force) so i can write whatever i like, i dont give a damn about you. f***er, i appreciated u, and yet u?? never appreciate even a single shit i did for u. why?? you bastard! i hate u.

p/s i f***ing hate u

najwa

Nobody's Home

2009-10-22T00:22:00.000-07:00

hehe, such a title, special dedication to miss Syarkina Nabila =)

i was soo impressed when she sang during Spotlight; which is an event held here just now, well, i knew that she used to sing back then in high school but then honestly i had never heard her sing properly. Anyways, two thumbs up for kina =) sorry no pic or vid being uploaded as of course im letting her to have the honor to put those up =)

yah, actually i am super stress lately. there are a lot of things that had been going on my mind lately. i always think of things further than what i need to, my bestfriends and maher will know this negative minded of mine as they had been burdened by problems ever since they knew me, haha, regret?? sorry darlings, cant help it, hehe
so, to those just got to know me or just become close to me, like kina, sera, ain, mira, sorry that you guys had to listen to me complaining about my workload and my procrastination habit ; although we do have the same workload but i will still be worrying and complaining endlessly for god knows reasons, and i am afraid that, ok let just say that i do find myself really annoying and irritating to you guys, right?? dont answer this. haha. but i just find it helpful and soothing if i talk about it to someone else, i like to see things in other people perspective, i like to know how they can still be happy despite being burdened with the same pile of work as me, not that im being sadist of whatsoever but i just want to share, and of course durhh because i like to talk as well, haha.
ok, i dunno who my readers exactly are, ok, i do know few, but then if there happen to be any unwanted silent reader, please bare with me, because durrhhh, u are unwanted right??haha. *too evil, sorry, jk yah* my point was, i just want to let all these shits out from my head, and i need a place to let it out, so since ive decided that im gonna do it here, dont condemn me on whatever i wrote, if you dont like, leave! its simple. *again, im sorry, too harsh* and i dont even know whether my parents do read my blog or they have a lot of better things to do, haha, so amir, dont you dare tell mum nor dad, and why dont you go and study? *shit! harsh again, sorry bro*

maher is busy doing his lab report that he needs to submit tomorrow, so i guess you need to company this chatterbox ok, although i know yah i should be doing those things that im gonna list out instead of crapping here, sighh. here goes all the shits that had been occupying my brain hard-disk, haha.

1) financial problem, i literally got rm30 in my bank acc as i had been over-spending the rm1200 petronas gave for books and stationeries earlier this month by buying 4 handbags which i still havent made full payment on 3 of the bags, darnn, there goes my nov allowance already =( so now i get what dad meant by me having problem handling my credit card bills =(

2) weight issues, sighh. this will always be my worries. mum is soo gonna scold me the next time she meets me, she will know if i even gain 1 kg!! darn, i guess i need to stop eating. period. *can survive?? goshh*
yah, maher pays for my meals now, thats why i still eat people!! im gonna pay you back k dear? and how am i gonna forbid myself from sleeping during the day and go for jogging and burn all these excessive and disgusting lipid. sighhh..

3) phone bill, this is also gonna be my problem all year long whenever i am still under dad's supplementary line. Since now my bill limit is only rm150 from rm2500 before, i had been facing problem to NOT to get barred by maxis. with rm150, i can only survive for at most one week, what the hell right?? yah, i seriously need to consider limit myself from talking!

4) sife, i need to settle on recruiting commited members, getting an effective board of directors, planning on projects and etc

5) petronas gathering, why is it so hard to gather all these people..with some group taking business courses whom mostly like to go back home and they have very few classes, to fit with the engineering students whom even have lab till friday 6pm!! why cant you guys settle down and just gather once and that's it. it is best if we can do it a.s.a.p so it wont take up everyone's time. luckily sera was so generous to let us borrow their place on friday night next week. i just hope that my fellow friends can give their cooperation this time, please =(

6) lab report, due on monday next week, the 26th and i havent even key in the results data into excel! its a 40 pages kind of lab report najwa, please do something!!! and do it fast, like now???

7) sp1 example sheet 2 and 3, i need to write the navigation on how to do the questions too so that i can do an effective revision for autumn semester exam

8) maths, example sheet for vectors, double integrals and ODE, and not to forget to print from the freaking webct!

9) engineering materials, ex sheet 4 and 5a, revise on lecture 3 onwards, know how to draw cubes (nicer, more accurate and faster) and the numbering and family whatever not

10) interfacial chemistry, searched for the specified ref. book to get good marks which is so damn expensive!! damnn, i dont want to torture dad. sighh

11) biotech, pay attn in the lecture, yah right and do read the lecture notes, ughhh, my least fav module =(

12) comp sys, try all the tutorial given, there'll be an in class test, goshh, wake up najwa!!

13) sweep my room, euwwww, disgusting =(

14) wake up to exercise, early but still cant make it not to miss class, need to achieve both

15) dont skip class, only the last friggin biotech class and no more after this

16) dw the tv series for daniel

17) need to forbid myself from blogwalking so that i will stop spending *yah right*

18) stop gossiping, *haha, as if* because at times i am afraid that people tend to get annoyed with me but i cant help it as it was well described above that i love to share stories as i love to talk, haha

19) stop arguing with maher *another impossible mission of mine, i might probably even argue with him right after the moment i finish typing these....err..1..2..3..ok, thank god, no, hahahha,bodo, ok people, bare with me, i was sooo lame!!*

thank god that i only have 19 problems going on in my head now, enough said that these can make me go cuckoo, and at the same time, despite having all these going on in my head, i still want to go out and have fun, watch movies, shopping, and meet my friends =( its not possible right? sighhh..do i really have to choose??what if i made the wrong decision? anyhow, wish me luck

p/s skyped with moff yesterday morning =) yeayyy..hehe..this weekend can skype with imeyk, moff, atiq =)

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

one malaysia =)

2009-10-19T18:51:00.000-07:00

friday morning:
met boe in subang, pushed off at 8.15am just because i havent meet her for soo long and i dont mind sacrificing =) hahaha, then came back to semenyih for an appointment with dr denny
boe darling, i was glad and still glad i met u last friday!! miss you soo much and im soo gonna meet you on more fridays for your birthday and so that we can take pictures =) LOVE YOU BO-E

friday evening:
trip to ain's house in putrajaya for her sister's wedding with maher, faizi, aez, nawal and umamah. as we reached there, we ate and waited for ehsan whom turned up only after ain allowed him to come, haha, what a funny couple =) but you guys were so sweet on the next day being the pengapit =) i loike, *winkkk*
ehsan came saufi, hariz, lydia and hakim (which is a girl), no offense but i really didnt know everyone calls her that, so i was a bit surprised, but no worries, she does appear as a girl completely, hehe, ohh, forgot to mention that nora and bun came too!! so it was quite a number of people from the uni, and we mixed around well =)
the reception was great despite that was not the main reception and we didnt attend for the main one as thats gonna be the formal event and i still do thanks ain for inviting me and maher for the wedding =) as usual, since i was small i loveee weddings =) haha, and we need to attend to others' weddings ok, so that others will come to ours as well, i forced my mum to attend to all the weddings she had been invited to as i dont want my wedding reception not being attended by people whom i invited as well ( haha, ok, really off topic, macam kina plak, haha, sorry babee)
besides that, we had fun and we made new bonds between those people that we just met despite not being close in uni =)
we went back at 11pm and i was already exhausted after one whole day of travelling
again, thanks ain for inviting us =)

saturday morning:
at 11am, we went to tts to pick wardah the gossip-er, ain the gossip-er 2, wahieda, sasha and hasanah. the other lot, awin the f1 driver, yin the co-pilot, teha the one whom wave yet we cant see, zue, and zaf
ohhh, where did we go?? haha, soo childish, ok whatever, anyway, we went to KINA's the lady NaNa open house =), haha, i was at least being invited by someone although it was the last week of raya. So, thank you soo much for inviting me and maher =)
we had to sped up super mad to catch up with awin's driving, haha, hardcore drift-er, despite having 7 people in a myvi!!! haha, that part was another incredible part that wardah had planned to just sumbat everyone and yet can still fit into the car for a highway journey of 45 minutes *tips: choose the passenger wisely, as in wisely, hahaha
okayh, we made it although we were late from what we promised kina, but its better late than never aite? hehe, so we had fun moments with nice foods too =) thanks to aunty nor and kina for the delicious foods =)
special dedication: bleh kahwenn ahh kinaaa, hahaha
yah, i didnt join much when they were camwhoring, no offense but yah, actually right because i dont have any slipper to wear as if i just wear heels at the compound, i'll get my heels sink into the ground, and i had to tiptoed while taking pictures, sorry yah ;)
but as overall it was really fun, and again thanks kina for inviting us =]
on the way back, maher raced with awin but lost to her, take note that no one can beat this illegal f1 driver, haha, sorry on maher's behalf to all the passengers in my car due to a lot of emergency breaks in the process of keeping up with awin tho we failed, haha

sunday noon:
maher, sera and i went to mathi's house for deepavali celebration. he invited us last year as well but we couldnt make it. so we were determined to go as it was the first deepavali celebration for the three of us, haha
as we got there, bolwin, wai hong and we jein were already waiting for us hungrily as we were lost at first to find mathi's housing area. but still, we made it for lunch =) thanks to mathi's mum for the cookings and to mathi for inviting us. The celebration there was also a proof of supporting the one malaysia campaign where his house was full with indians, chinese and malays =) sadly, we didnt take any picture together
but overall, that was a pretty awesome lunch for me =) thanks mathi

monday from 2pm to 6pm:
lab session, just realized that we can shoot for advertisement for promoting ONE MALAYSIA =)
my lab partners for this year are Thang Wei Mein and Perashanth Ganesaratnam. Got it??durhh because we are so united by doing lab together which requires a lot of cooperation and understanding among ourselves =)

I am so grateful and proud being a Malaysian and I do support One Malaysia.

Go Malaysia =)

p/s thanks maher for being such a loyal driver, love you ;)

xoxoxoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

meeting cik iffah idris =)

2009-10-15T00:42:00.000-07:00

i dunno whether boe still read my blog or not but i dont care as i still want to tell the whole universe how excited i am on meeting her tomorrow!!! yeay bo!!! hehe, after what, hmmm, 4 months?? when she's free, i'll be busy, when im free, she'll be busy, gosh, this never ending situation. feels like putting you in my pocket so that u can come out whenever and wherever, haha, miss u bo =) well, i guess i havent been meeting any knights much lately, ok aisyah is an exception because she is basically one hall away from me BUT even that i dont meet her much in the campus due to different courses and activities. I was crying just now because im all alone now since maher is having his lab session, bodohnye laaa yah, i know but usually we happen to be lab partners, that was coincidence, yah for the past two semesters, but no longer for this semester onwards; so, i had never felt this lonely in notts before. That was the reason why i was crying, badly, and made maher to send me to my room and confined myself here. UNTIL i received a call from my dearest boe ;) asking about our plan for tomorrow; altough we cant stay and chat for long because she has an event to attend to at 12, but the idea of meeting and hugging her are enough to make me smile and happy again =) cant wait to meet u bo, how i wish i can go and meet u for sahur so that we can chat longer, haha, see u =) mwahxx

xoxoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

have u ever??

2009-10-14T18:18:00.000-07:00

have u ever feel like saying something out loud but u cant??

yah, thats how i feel now.

mixture of feelings...

and

sick of life

lesson learnt : try to forget!!!

naju'

what is my perfect birthday gift?

2009-10-14T17:17:00.000-07:00

okayh now, i had been thinking of what i should ask from maher as my birthday present.
hmmmm, i had to give him the slightest hint possible yet hoping for a perfect present.
well, i cant trust his taste at all,sorry dear so i have to decide on my own birthday gift and go and choose it myself.
haha, there is no such thing as surprise birthday present for me as i dislike faking a happy face for maher when i get something that i dont want. yeah, i am that bad to my bf, haha
After putting a few thoughts on what i should get, i have decided that i dont want anything for my birthday dear ;)
yup, this is my honest and final answer.
There's nothing that I need that I dont have yet, and there's nothing that i want that i havent splurge on yet, haha
although u will always say that u know i still want more handbags despite i already have lots right now, but im serious, i dont need one or two more from you, you have bought enough for me =) but if from amir, that is different case, yah, im waiting one present from you bro, you kaya ok, hehe
I really hope maher reads this.
And you know when i say i dont want anything i really mean it right?
=))
its ok, i will be happy enough, after all what are birthdays?? one will just get another year older than the previous year and thats it
my parents dont practise giving birthday presents to us as they prefer to reward us for our academic achievements (so yah, can u imagine after the alevel result how deprived i was of not getting any present =( )
yah, since small we dont get any birthday present
eventough last year dad said that the car was my 18th birthday present, i'll take it as my first and last birthday gift then

i guess thats all, i just hate my life right now. i am such a big spender and i really need to stop spending now!
gosh, i am serious. i need to focus on studying rather than shopping. yah maher, i lied to you. I have actually spent the whole sum of 1k that petronas gave us last week. sighhh. see, why i dont deserve a birthday present from u dear?

i need to stop blog walking, i need to stop going to malls, i need to stop eating, literally!
if my parents ever find out about this, im sooo dead, to amir, dont you dare tell mum and dad

p/s how would u feel if its so obvious that your close friends are no longer including you in their circle of life? u just move on i guess?yah, thats what im doing now

SINCERELY,
naju'najwa

busy busy busy

2009-10-11T23:06:00.000-07:00

sigh, i think i do complaint a lot here right? like really a lot..I know that..but I cant do anything about it, sighhh

well, my life had been really hectic these past few days, not only with revisions, with sife stuffs and also with blog shopping!! gosh. i need to stop spending. period. darn, i need stronger motivation to stop my spending habit.

i wish i can write longer but i need to go now =(

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

Life is

2009-10-08T07:02:00.000-07:00

" Life is like a black man's left testicle, its not RIGHT and its NOT FAIR"

-Talentime-

SIGHH.

naju'najwa

coursework 1 comp system!

2009-10-06T08:17:00.000-07:00

i did badly! this is for real!! i cried and called kina, thanks for listening to me =(( sobss...how i had not know how to do that, had wasted one hour and half thinking about spf relations!!! there goes at least 10 marks of my autumn semester comp system marks =(

bodoh!! bodoh!!!bodoh!!!

dear Allah, please forgive all my sins, i know im such a bad muslim =( guide me through, i need your guidance, this is definitely a bad start for my second year =( please...

p/s dr dominic, please pity me =( i didnt know we are not supposed to do it using spf method, i used my own variables and screwed everything!!

xoxoxox
naju'najwa

how to make myself NOT to feel left out

2009-10-05T07:57:00.000-07:00

1) talk to atiq, yes, for hours, hehe, for ages i would rather say, thanks hun for calling me and being soo concern about me, love u soo much, im counting days to 19th nov =)

2) think about how sweetheart of moffat to call twice from uk; although she is not even there one month yet, how sweet of paqin to call from uk too for hari raya, and how darling of zati to call from india, love u all a lot, super a lot

3) fantasize about what I can do this weekend with my family, think about bossing amir and daniel around, hehe, sorry bros, think about how nice to get to have meals for free and nice ones too =)

4) study for computer system coursework or rather test tomorrow evening, do sp1 exercises, crash my brain with maths, figure out interfacial chem, finish up enm stuffs and suffer for b.o.b

5) plan for endless dates with maher

6) reminisce the moments back in college; where my bestfriends were around me to talk about everything under the sky, my good friends were there to gossip with, (ipoh cont to make everyone else to be jealous of *smug*)

7) figure out plans to hang out with kina, wardah and ain, the ugly truth was awesome!!

8) decide on outdoor sports to have with maher, sera, jerome and faith

9) disperse the thoughts of hari raya and not been invited for open houses

10) by not counting the number of people who still remember to count me in for anything

SIGHH.

xoxoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

a whole day hang out

2009-10-03T02:44:00.000-07:00

i went out (with maher) the whole day yesterday from 10 am till 10pm!! i was super exhausted, and even the day before day went out to watch movie with maher, kina, wardah, ain and zai. we watched the ugly truth and the story turned out not to be as i expected; as it was super hilarious. we laughed madly and sorry to kina if i had violently hit u while laughing (haha, sorry babe) I loike this movie despite it is quite obscene (haha), from alamanda we went to rest 1 for lepak and went back at 1am.

So here goes the summary for the whole event yesterday:

10am: push off from semenyih straight to plaza massalam to collect maher's ic

11.30am: reached plaza massalam, took the ic and went to ou to have lunch at johnny's, after we ate there i had my shopping therapy by spending a lot and the best was the two handbags from maher =) auwww thanks dear, you know why i love u =))

3.00pm: went to sunway pyramid to settle regarding maher's bill at the maxis centre

6.30pm: pushed off to semenyih and was stuck in a terrible traffic jam (durhh, friday evening) up till puchong, due to that, later we decided to stopped by to stop at alamanda to watch final destination 4, however, the movie is not longer shown in cinema, so we just had a good feet massage with osim u-squeeze in alamanda, it was so relaxing after had been walking for miles

10.00pm: reached campus and was super duper exhausted

as for today in the morning i just did my laundry and stayed in until 2pm and went to ehsan's (ain's bf) open house in bangi. I was so desperate to go for open house, called yonne and she didnt pick up, called irsyad and he is in shah alam, i got disappointed and was literally checking names on my contacts one by one (see imeyk how sad i am being here yet only went to one open house =(( ) sighh..so now, im staying in my room, i got nothing to do other than to write a post =( wish me luck to go through tomorrow. toodles.

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

2nd year, first week quickie

2009-10-01T01:27:00.000-07:00

sighhh..that defines all. I have not got all those burdening coursework and tests yet. getting them soon, yup, i mean soon like next tuesday. thank god i dont have class on fridays (only till Nov i think) but my wednesdays are gonna be very packed and i was super exhausted yesterday. my parents are not coming down to kj this weekend, so despite with a longer weekend and no work stress yet, i HAD to stay in this 'jungle'. SIGHH. i'll be watching the ugly truth later with kina, wardah and ain, and durrhh with maher too, and gonna go to kl the whole day tomorrow to waste some money (hahahha, we we really thrifty this week ok)

p/s i miss daniel soo much =(( and mum too, and dad, and pah, and amir too

xoxoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

back in notts

2009-09-27T03:46:00.000-07:00

*bluerghhh..im back here after 4 months of hols
*goshh, too many things to unpack, and so lazy to do so
*misses home so much although just came back yesterday
*found a card from mum that she put between my clothes and cried when i read it
*lazy to go for class at 9am tomorrow!!!

p/s had a long nice chat with moff just now =)) syg moff =))

maher dear =]

2009-09-25T06:09:00.001-07:00

first raya pic together for this year

raya and the end part of summer break

2009-09-24T05:38:00.001-07:00

as usual, i went back to pahang for hari raya, we stayed there from saturday till tuesday

dad, mum and i went to send aak at klia, went there at 6.30am. i havent met her for soo long and my parents wanted to send her too (no offense to other people whom i didnt send, especially the close ones, as i really cant afford not to cry; as a matter of fact i did, but aak cried too, haha)

checked-in to my room in notts and sent half of my stuffs there ( which already occupied the whole space in estima)

picked maher and went to klcc to treat my family and maher at california's pizza, smart move that i didnt order any meal for myself (haha, yes, call me cheapskate here)

AND the best part was i met imeyk!!!! god, we met just for a short while, but it was worth it, sorry as all the plans we were supposed to do didnt worked out =[ im soo gonna miss u dear =[ do keep in touch, have a safe journey back k =]

imeyk passed me the books that i bought from ris, not only that i got one free book, but i also got a souvenir from LA =] thanks ris, syg kau =]

mum, amir, maher and i went to bukit bintang just now and we had a lot of fun, yeah, hehehe, thanks maher for paying for all those stuffs for me, yeah, when it comes to spending, im really good at wasting money

gonna go to notts again tomorrow to send another load of my stuffs and gonna chill out in sunway with maher, amir and daniel

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

going back

2009-09-16T20:26:00.000-07:00

yup, i'll be going to kl tomorrow, then to pahang on saturday, and will be back in kl on wednesday. wish me luck. counting days now.

p/s selamat hari raya especially to my darlings; atiq, moffat, zati, melat, paqin, and ris whom are not celebrating raya in malaysia

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

special announcement

2009-09-15T20:24:00.000-07:00

my phone bill last month was ONLY rm80 =) i am soo proud of myself

this announcement is specifically meant for alynn and yong han, haha

p/s im looking forward to meet alynn and derq tomorrw, yippee!

xoxoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

i miss u

2009-09-15T00:15:00.001-07:00

i miss u ahmad maher =(

xoxoxoxo

naju'najwa

mixed up feelings

2009-09-14T23:57:00.000-07:00

1. Sewn my beads on my baju raya half way and mum is now touching up the baju (half-excited)

2. cant wait for my bros to have school holiday so that can go to kl and hopefully can meet joyce,
imeyk, quikk, aak, noe, zyra

3. cant wait to be after hari raya so that can meet maher and spend time with him

4. see, i skip the raya part itself as i ABHOR raya day so much, dont ask why

5. moffat went to uk this morning =( and gonna be there two years, hope can meet u later and
im soo sorry didnt meet u before u go

6. as a matter of fact, im such a LOUSY and TERRIBLE friend as i didnt meet zati, moffat, paqin
before they flew off and didnt even meet my b2006 mates imeyk, ris, mana, elle and sya
(*GUILTY*)

7. soo anxious for the semester to start so that can meet aisyah =), kinaa, sera (and daisy), yong han,
jerome and faith so that we can start gossiping for hours

8. i'll be so sad (i bet im gonna cry like crazy) when the semester starts as i'll be missing home
and i dont want to start studying

9. i'll be super tired from tomorrow onwards as we all be busy cooking all day, sigh

10. im gonna miss grandma =(

xoxoxoxox
naju'najwa

Annoyingly Adorable

2009-09-14T23:23:00.000-07:00

AMIRUL DANIEL HAQUE

gosh, he is sooo annoying!! at times i really love him but at times (which is most of it) i just cant stand him, sorry bro, but its the truth, but of course, since we are almost duplicate to each other, i cant just not love him rite??amir came up with this name for him, Annoyingly Adorable

XOXOXOXO
kakak

daddy's 45th birthday =)

2009-09-08T17:31:00.000-07:00

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HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY DAD =)

may you be blessed with more projects and fat payments so that i can splurge the money, hehe..sorry dad. you are not that old yet but a little 'bik' old and it was quite obvious when u start to forget stuffs, important stuffs especially, such as your meeting file to banding =)

but its ok dad, i still love u and will still listen to your advises.

(my dad has a very good memory and rarely forget on anything. he told me that to get good memory, we have to train our brains to remember things and dont ask other people or put on reminder to remind us)

hope u like the florsheim shoes and do not keep the shoes till amir's wedding day!! hahaha. stay crazy and funny as that is what we love most in you dad =) (besides the part that you pay for all the expenses and give allowances =))

most importantly, stay as loving to us as you are now.

i love you dad

xoxoxoxoxo
the favourite daughter =) Du

daddy's daughter

2009-09-07T19:24:00.000-07:00

last sunday i was at bazaar ramadhan with mum and daniel;
then mum said to me
'i had always notice that my kids always ask for a lot of things from me, if u all walk with dad, u all will not ask for anything..'
then i replied,
' its not easy to be dad's children u know, u do not know because you are not dad's child'
mum laughed and straight told dad about what i said just now
dad didnt comment on my statement and just smiled

yesterday we went to jusco because mum need to buy new bras.
i was waiting at the under garment section with dad, when mum already decided on the bras, she told dad to pay.
dad asked mum why am i not buying any and told mum to get me new bras as well.
mum was shocked as dad was willing to pay for expensive bras for me.
i was dumbfounded as well, because dad had never offered to buy anything before, we need to ask from him, then only he'll buy, so when he offered me, i was speechless and was really contented.
(i know its normal for some people to get bras as expensive as these but for me, that was the first time i got to buy them)
Thanks dad =)
then we went to bookstore to check out some books, i went with dad because mum said she wants to check out other stuffs.
i chose 4 books and waited for dad to choose his book.
unfortunately, he didnt find any book of his interest, so i went to the counter to pay.
the thing with dad is, he doesnt mind if we want to buy books, even lots of them but usually he'll agree to pay if he is also paying for his books.
when i was about to pay, he came to me and paid for my book.
that was an odd incident as well and of course made me really happy too.
Thanks dad =)
from the bookstore we went to meet mum at a facial treatment place.
she booked for her appointment and asked dad to pay for the treatment.
dad agreed and told mum to book an appointment for me as well.
mum and i did not know how to react towards dad's sudden generousity to me.
dad just smiled and paid the bill happily.
I was more than happy and content by dad's offer.
Thanks dad =)

on our way back home, (i didnt go back with dad) i texted dad telling him how happy i am with all those things that he got me and thanked him.
later, he replied this to me 'is it easy now to be my daughter? =))'

yes dad =)) thank you soo much, love u

xoxoxoxo
the favourite daughter =) Du

My version of school holiday

2009-08-31T18:20:00.000-07:00

I call it my version of school holiday as its not that im the one having the school holiday but my brothers were. Everything was fun, really fun with people around. Even mum and dad were at home as well. so here goes the summary:

21st- amir came back and went to the tailor to get himself measured for his baju melayu, and i went for my final check-up with doc due to the fall (i can already wear high-heels =)) The doc said im then already perfectly fine and can go back to horse back riding =) Then we went to kl and celebrated my parents' 20th anniversary (belated tho as it was suppose to be on the 19th of August)
Happy Anniversary to mum and dad =)

22nd- yasmin ahmad movies marathon all day

23rd-ou outings with family and i didnt even spend a single cent on anything for myself, New Record!!

24th-AYIE came to my house in kj, as usual we talked, and we went to sunway pyramid and buka together at sunway, Love u lots dear and had a blast that day =) Thank you so much, felt sooo good sice i havent meet u for sooo long!

25th-i was supposed to meet joyce but cant make it, sorry dear =( so stayed in all day
and thousands apologizes to miss ZATI HALWANI as i didnt get to send her to the airport before she went to kolar, India. Love you dear and will always do.

26th-went back to ipoh and had buka with dad's staffs

27th-off to pangkor for dad's 3 days meetings there, stayed at teluk dalam beach resort. we were the only family there and no one else, kinda bored and thot my dad booked the whole resort for us, hahaha, but overall the view of that place is spectacular tho the resort itself looks kinda creepy to me

28th-stayed in to read books all day as dad had meeting for the whole day

29th-left pangkor and the ferry ride was better as i forgot to say that i had a terrible seasick on the way going to pangkor but not for the second time as we decided to stayed outside, so with enough oxygen i was fine =)

30th-had to accompany grandmum to buy carpet in ipoh and zati called!! Thank you so much for calling. I'll definitely call u too someday k =)

31st-sent amir back to school =(

1st Sept- here i am stuck at home, alone again!!! and so bored!! Amir is having his second trial starting today, good luck bro and break a leg, promise me straight A's for this one too ok??love you bro =))

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

Iphone 3Gs

2009-08-17T21:16:00.000-07:00

hmmm, i just got my iphone. I wasnt excited as ive expected since ive been wanting for it for 3months and i had worked my ass out during the final exam. Firstly i wasnt excited because maher is not around to share the excitement with me and secondly beacause it involves my phone bill.

Why am i the only one having problem on earth??!!! goshhh..how i wish i am rich so that i dont have to worry about my phone bill. Now my credit limit is only RM150!!! how am i gonna survive with that??for two days??my limit was rm2500 previously. Dad will warned me everytime that i need to managed my phone bill and to limit myself. He had never scold me because he doesnt want me to be pissed and scream back and at him.

Till yesterday.....he lectured me about the amount of sms i sent on average every month about 2800; whats the big deal right??its so normal for people at my age but UNFORTUNATELY,he compare to his amount of sms which is only 212. My mum also send out about the same number of sms with me, so she did backed me up a bit. But that doesnt change my dad's mind at all and instead, put me to a very low credit limit, SO now i cant sms and call out. sorry people. and even to maher, I am so sorry that i cant call and sms you. Please understand my situation.

The big deal for my dad is because he is scared that i cant handle my money later on. 'Thanks' a heap dad, that 'helps'. SIGH. Now ive to just 'follow' my dad's advise and limit myself. He also asked me to call and sms him more..sighhh..OKAY dad, i'll do as you wish.

xoxoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

A Nasty Fall

2009-08-17T17:17:00.000-07:00

okayh..since i havent blog about my riding lessons for a long time, that means everything was fine until last friday. Yup, last friday i had a nasty fall. I was riding George; after the first fall on Plush Lady, i rode Peanut, then back to Plush Lady and now George. Abang Fariz said i have to ose the naughty horse to be 'cepat pandai'. So, fine, i wasnt scared of falling from horses anymore. Recently my lessons will be together with Daniel.We'll ride in the same arena and trot together. Daniel had learnt how to canter and can do it well with Harry. I didnt have problem with George as I always managed to slow him down befor he can follow daniel's horse to canter. However, at the last bit of our lesson on Friday, he somehow felt intimidated by Harry which was in front of him and straight away canter as well and conveniently push me off to the ground.

I screamed for help of course and everyone was so nice and came to help me; even the jockey and the jockey's trainer. Although at that time I was already embarassed and of course in pain, I can still managed to smile and laugh. Aunty Sheila, the manager there called my parents and called the ambulance. I cant move my right leg and cant even seat, so that made them to call the ambulance to get me x-rayed.

Thank god that from the X-ray's result I do not have any bone fractured of broken but doctor advised me to put on a night in the ward to get enough rest and besides i still cant sit at that time. No one waited with me at the hospital that night but I still got a few visitors =) Thanks ayah long, kak awin and Aunty Yang. Oh yes, maher too. Maher wanted to come but mum didnt allow him to come due to all sorts of virus going on now. Its ok dear, its the thoughts that count =) thank you so much. Not to forget to Atiq too whom texted me from NZ just to make sure that im fine. Love you dear :) and to Zati too that wanted to come but i told her she doesnt have to, Thank you so much and sorry i cant make it for the kenduri.

I was discarged the next day but was been told to get enough rest. So as i got home, I taught amir physics and chem for 5 hours that day and another 7.5 hours on Sunday (does that consider as rest??hehe). So bro, it better be worth it and break a leg for both papers will ya, good luck =)

Today, im practically better tho i still limp when i walk and still have the bruises all over. Thanks to those who were concerned =)

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

i need a life!

2009-08-13T17:28:00.000-07:00

i really need to get a life. And be with friends. Why cant my parents understand?

SIGH.

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

my shopping blogs =)

2009-08-10T21:24:00.000-07:00

here are the list of blogs where i do my shopping..haha..see, how bored i am when i cant go out..

PREMIUM

Princess V:   http://princessvictoriastylo.blogspot.com

KL Premium Outlet:   http://klpremiumoutlet.blogspot.com

SMH:    http://shopmeholic.blogspot.com

Mykaisah: http://mykaisah.com

bagsss:     http://bags-bags-bags-bags.blogspot.com

Beg Canteq:    http://begcanteq.blogspot.com

Persona:      http://personaparipari.blogspot.com

branded gallery:    http://brandedgallery.blogspot.com/

butterfly:     http://www.authenticbutterflysdiary.webs.com/

Allure:     http://allureisbeautiful.blogdrive.com

Style Exchange:     http://styleexchange.blogspot.com/

Glamourous:   http://www.glamorousfinds.blogspot.com/

SARA:     http://www.sara.my/

SECONDARY

Providing Affordable Luxury Items:    http://www.primochic.com

saphire mini store:    http://sapphireministore.blogspot.com

Authentic From US:     http://pekan-us.blogspot.com/

Princess:       http://princesswordrobe.blogspot.com/

Secret Bargains:      http://secretbargains.blogspot.com/

Top to Toe:   http://toptotoe20.blogspot.com/

zureen:    http://brandedcollections.com/v6

Cheap Branded Items For Grab:    http://www.shoppingforbags.blogspot.com

bunga bundle:     http://ohbungabundle.blogspot.com/

Ayu Store:     http://ayustore.blogspot.com

Watch Me Accessorize Myself:     http://watchshoppe.blogspot.com

I want Bags:    http://iwantbags.blogspot.com

Kadie's Haven:   http://kadieazlan.blogspot.com

lovelybags:   http://lovelybags2go.blogspot.com

Shoppelista:     http://shoppelista.blogspot.com/

TERTIARY

Sparkling pu3:   http://lykepu3.blogspot.com

Hoochimama Fabulous Handbaglicious:    http://www.handbaglicious.blogspot.com

Aloha Bags:   http://aloha-bags.blogspot.com/

Brought to you with Love:    http://broughtwithlove.blogspot.com

Authentic Designer Items For Less:    http://ladiesbagonline.blogspot.com

Your One Stop Boutique:   http://uronestopboutique.blogspot.com

cyber clearance:    http://cyberclearance08.blogspot.com/

A shopaholic's heaven:     http://webringtheshoptoyou.blogspot.com/

bar:     http://theshopaholicsbar.blogspot.com

muya:     http://muyasecret.com

luxury boutique:   http://luxboutique.blogspot.com

c-stylish:      http://c-stylish.blogspot.com/

Bag,borrow or steal:   http://bagborrowsteal.blogspot.com/

Sinfully Bagalicious:    http://sinfullybagalicious.blogspot.com/

One Girl's Junk Is Another Girl's Treasure:   http://del14.blogspot.com

Elegant Poise:    http://elegantpoise.blogspot.com

Fashionable Bargains:    http://fashionablebargains.blogspot.com/

Royale-Glam:    http://kanchantirana.blogspot.com

Rock Coconuts: http://rockcoconuts.blogspot.com/

Bags Et Cetera:   http://bagetc.blogspot.com/

Bagg-it Shopaholics:   http://baggg-it.blogspot.com

they are not fraud and products are guaranteed =) till this extend la. Just something interesting to browse about. Have fun.

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

Allah is Great

2009-08-09T20:20:00.000-07:00

hmmm, He can show us a lot of things. 10th August 2008. A remarkable date in my life. The saddest news that i had ever had in my whole entire life. Today is exactly one year from then.

But, i believe, im stronger now. I know what to expect in life. Life is not as easy. Everyone will experienced one's downfall throughout the life, It just a matter of time (this is also one of the things that almost everyone had told me when i was down)

Its better to cry when i was 18 (still 18 at that point..hehe) rather than i cry when i am 40. A deep saying.

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

THE Confession

2009-08-06T16:16:00.000-07:00

WARNING! I dont write this intentionally to brag (if it happen to be an achievement). I am writing this, just to confess, why i had been this miserable and always not ready to face people. I am not writing this specifically for anyone else, but for me myself. To make me feel more comfortable,and just to let out these thoughts of mine. I prefer not to be condemned.

I am definitely not a perfect person whom can be perfect at everything. Here, Im gonna tell a story (a long one tho) of why I am now a person with low self-esteem. I was born not pretty, and grow up to become not perfectly shaped (yes, i am fat). I am fair (but durh, who needs that when you are not pretty right??), so I was only putting hope on my brain. Yes, I am not really that excellent in studies like aak, imeyk or atiq, but as long as i can make my parents happy, that should be enough (i hope so).

When i was in primary school, I always got first in the class, from standard 1 to standard 6. (but that's kinda obselete as I am staying in kampung, so probably the students just aint thrill enough to compete tho there are some very competitive ones). I was so happy when I passed my PTS exam, I was so excited to jump class tho a lot of my teachers did not encouraged me to do that (even my headmaster, can u believe it??). But at that point of time, I dont care. I never think of anything else. I knew that I had to take up this challenge so that I can go to Australia as my dad promised me =) As for UPSR exam, alhamdulillah, I still managed to obtain 5A's despite being a year younger (yah i know, im not the only one in the world who jumped class and got 5A's right, but who cares, this is my story ok) The best part of skipping a year of class and being born in November is I got to feel like im almost 2 years younger than my friends (esp those who were born in january, kan imeyk ann??haha..sorry babe =))

After that, I obtained an offer letter from Ministry of Education to enter Tunku Kurshiah College. At first, I do not want to go despite that is what I always wanted since my mum is an old girl there. I tought I dont deserve it if my mum used the old girls quota to squeeze me in, but she managed to convince me that i got to go there with my own achievement, i somehow believed her.(no offense to other old girls' daughters, I am just writing of what i felt)

Being in tkc, it was totally a different environment. It was so competitive (durh,everyone is a smart ass ok). I knew that I had to study really hard to keep up with the others, yet at the same time, I need to make myself comfortable staying in a boarding school. For my first mid-year exam in tkc, i got a very bad results. With cgpa of 3.18, I was at number 60 out of 120 students at that time. When my mum saw the results, she cried. She cried terribly and made me feel so bad. I knew that shouldn't be happening. Since than, I always work super hard (yes, i know, i was not the most hardworking student at that time) but I always made myself at least achieved what I aimed.

From then onwards, I was among the top 20 in the batch in form 2 and among the top 10 in the batch in form 3, 4 and 5. (i was hoping at least this can make my parents happy). Alhamdullilah i got 8A's for my PMR, and continued to be in the first class in f4 and f5 as well. As i struggled for my SPM trials, with God's willing,I managed to obtain straight A's for both, and that made me qualified for Sime Darby and Petronas interview.

I nailed my Sime Darby interview and was short-listed to top 12 to proceed for the second stage (but i didnt go the second stage interview because i was in Morocco). Alhamdullilah, i got the Petronas's scholarship to study Chemical Engineering in UK tho i didnt expect to get it as it was a very stiff competition. With the scholarship, i had to start my A-level in Taylor's College as early as in January where my SPM was just over in december. Everyone else was still having fun after the exam, yet i already had to start studying. Then, somewhere in March, i got the actual SPM results. I was hoping for better but i only managed to get 7A1 and 4A2. I cried like mad as of course I always wanted 11A1. I saw that my parents werent that happy but of course they will still support me and said that it was fine with them. Sorry mum. Sorry dad. But at least, i passed petronas's requirement to continue with scholarship.

For the first part of A-level (AS exam), I only got 2A's for maths and physics and 2B's for econs and chemistry and 1c for thinking skills. I can sensed that there's something wrong with me and i was thinking, what would happen if i didnt pass the requirement to go to UK?
True enough, my worst nightmare came to reality,for my A-level results, i got 1A for maths, 1B for chemistry and 1C for physics. Although my uni in Birmingham with the requirement of at least 2A's 1B agreed to accept me as they believe that i still deserve it, petronas's education officers tought otherwise. They told me, no second chance. So, i was placed in University of Nottingham in Msia and will never get to study in uk again. My parents were devastated of course but they didnt expressed it in front of me. Sorry mum. Sorry dad.

My parents were both US graduates and even did their masters in states too. Yet, being the only daughter, the first child, i cant get to go overseas. How frustrated could it be?? Who could really understand me? only maher. why? because we are in the same boat. That's why i am only comfortable to be with him, to spend time with him.

I did quite well for my first year final exam, well, not all 100 and overall not above 90, only one subject is 90, but still, i got first class honour and received the offer letter to continue my studies in Nottingham UK campus but Petronas still wont send me there. How can i express my feelings?? no one would understand and would always blame me if i dont have the confidence to meet my friends. Tell me, from what i had usually been getting, to something that is really terrible and made me feel down, so little, inferior, how am i gonna face others?

My bestfriends that I had study together, I spent time together, we argue with each other; are all going and had gone to study abroad. Atiq is already in New Zealand, Moffat going to UK or India, Yonne going to UK, Imeyk had already completed her first year in UK, yet me???still stuck here.

Blame me??go on. I know, my fault. Sorry, this entry is just to make it clear, why i had been THIS SAD after all that had happened.

I know, Allah is just testing me. Please give me the strength to face all these.

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

May You Rest in Peace

2009-08-05T21:58:00.000-07:00

Dear Zahidatul Syazana Zamri:

We werent the best of friends back to we were in tkc, but that doesnt mean i cant speak out and let you know how i felt when i heard the news this morning. I received a lot of smses but the first one was from zati. I cant believe my eyes after i read her msg. "Zahi passed away this morning, in her sleep. Now she's at the hospital, having post mortem". I was dumbfounded. Innalillah, may your soul rest in peace.

When she was in form 1, everyone already started to know her. why?of course because of her ever famous clap during the first former talentime show. Even until now, no one could ever forget that signature clap =) .Form 2, we were classmates, 2N girls 2003, i bet not even a single soul that can forget how she was like. At that time, zahi=trouble. haha..sorry. just cant get that out of my mind. But of course after a few incidents, she had changed into someone better. She is very close to her dad indeed. Last time, her dad will come almost everyday just, to collect her laundry. Hmmm, those were the days. Then, moved on to form 3 where we sat for our pmr paper together, in the same hall, to form 4 where everyone was busy with our own agenda and again in form 5 we struggled for our spm together, eventough we werent classmates all those years, but that didnt bring us apart as we are still batchmates =). We will still be knights forever.

Im glad that our path crossed and I got the chance to meet such a nice, thoughtful and kind-hearted girl. Everyone loves you but Allah loves you more than anyone else does. Prayers to you and may Allah provides strength to her family. You will always remain in our heart. AL-FATIHAH.

xoxoxoxo
Ainul Najwa Sazali

mum, be strong 2

2009-08-05T16:26:00.000-07:00

i knw today is a big day, good luck.
i love you

xoxoxoxo
naju'najwa

amir's spm trial

2009-08-04T17:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday was account, today is bm, and sej, so bro GOOD LUCK and all the best =) i will be praying and at home, everyone is praying for you too. Break a leg bro, you know its worth it. Dont be nervous, i knw u can =) all the hard work will pay off. I know you would be super embarassed if i hang a banner near your exam hall, which we wont in tkc =) probably the real spm k??hehe..
make mum and dad proud of your results and u can ask for the new iphone =)

xoxoxox
kakak

mondays' blues

2009-08-02T16:46:00.000-07:00

haha..the title had nothing got to do with this post. Its just when daniel came up with it before he went to school made me feel like putting that as the title of this post. hmmm, what had happened to me this past few days, nothing much, really, as usual busy teaching in ipoh in the morning and rush back to koleq to teach my bro and voila, 400bux per weekend. The sad part is, i cant spend all those money. ive to banked-in to my asb account. Why do we have to care about our future savings??sighh..(k, i know the answer, but still!!)

Im back to my boring routines as maher is no longer here. But at least mum will be at home starting tomorrow as amir will be having his sbp trial tomorrow. People always wonder (especially my mum friends) why she has to be at home whenever her children are seating for exams. How i really wish those people that always condemned my mum about that will read this.

My mum will usually get to know our exact time of exam timetable and she will recite quran whilst we are seating for our papers. if we are having exam form 8 to 10.30 for chem paper 2 (for example) she will be reading co-currently and of course she'll still recite even during the period we are not having paper. She had been doing this without fail since i sat for my upsr, till my year 1 final exam and still going on for my siblings' exams too. Since nowadays syllabus are getting tougher, she'll recite quran even during daniel's standard 2 mid-year exam! (k, one thing about daniel is he has too high self-esteem, and we are really worried about that!). Without doubt, in daniel's case since he is still in primary school, my mum will seat down with him and teaches him almost everyday to ensure that he does his revision (that is why that is my job now whenever im at home). But that doesnt mean she didnt wait for us to study (even now) too. (yes people, she does wake up as early as 5.30am to study with us). Oh, forgot to mention that my mum is a morning person, and that make us too, so since we will be studying from 5.30 in the morning, we'll end up very exhausted by 9 or 10 pm (that answers why i'll usually had knocked out by that time). Especially if we want to hang out during the day, we have to ensure that we can cover at least 8 hours of study for that day first. to those of my friends that had stayed at my house especially when it was near our exam period, like zati, moffat, atiq and many more, will know how's the situation was like.

The best part is she'll cook a lot, i mean really a lot of food (especially my fav, like cheese cake, caramel, fettucine, steamboat, cookies and a lot more..yes people, i dont like rice, but i eat other stuffs that contibute to the fat). Food had always been a surplus at my house, so that answer why i am this fat. I cannot not eat as she'll complaint that her effort had been wasted and my dad hate food to go to waste too. BUT, why does she stay slim and slender?? the answer is beacuse she doesnt eat the food that she prepare!! she'll just pass on the fats to everyone, even to my friends if they come over, but she herself wont eat them (believe me!!) zati, moffat, atiq and alynn also had witnessed this. dont worry mum, i still appreciate all that, and of course i appreciate u =) thank you for everything. I LOVE YOU MUM.

maher's visit

2009-07-31T23:54:00.000-07:00

Maher just went back yesterday. I sent him off at the 'airport'. I was sad since he was here for 10 days. that is also the answer why i havent been updating my blog for quite a while. Last weekend we went to kl to clean up the mess due to the renovation. the condo is totally different now. hehe..splendid i would say =) so friends, please come and visit me.hehe.. AND yes sorry no pic here people so that i can get a lot of visits..hehehe. the best part was when i went to ou on saturday. i met IMEYK there tho just for a few mins it made me so happy =) and thanks for the stuff babe..love u lotss =)hope we can meet again. make it a longer one..hehe. later that evening, i met AYIE as well. i told her that i'll be coming, but apparently she was busy and she said likely we wont be meeting up but i bumped into her with her friends, and when i shouted for her name, she screamed back till i think everyone in ou heard her. it was so embarassing but i still love u dear =) no worries..hehe..we meet up soon k =) and since i was away for the whole weekend, i lost an income of 400 bux as i didnt teach anyone in kl =(

Other than that, everything went as usual; just with maher around, i am happier than before. Thnaks dear =) and i received a brand-new dkny watch from my sweetheart too =) thanks again dear. i like it so much.

that's all for now, im suppose to be teaching amir now (more money $$$$) hehe..so bro, lets study =)

xoxoxo
naju'najwa

thank you so much

2009-07-20T19:03:00.000-07:00

seriously, thank you so much to those who are concerned about me. especially to aisyah, che3n, wawe, moffat, maher. you guys are great and i always knew that i can depend on you =) thank you so much. My previous posts were not intentionally meant anyone specific. They were just what i felt, honestly. And i didnt mean to hurt anyone. Do apologize me.

p/s yes, im so indeed happy today as my parents will be back this noon and maher will be arriving shortly after that as well =) ngeee~

happy???

2009-07-19T16:43:00.000-07:00

happy??me???nahhh..SIGHH..big one there. everyone DESERVES to be happy. but why am i the only one that cant have fun here. that cant be happy. every single day, i only need to make others happy. No matter how i feel, or no matter what my situation is.

i care about it. why is her not happy??why is her not happy??but is there anyone that care about me?? about what im facing?? making excuses to me??i f***ing know when u lied to me..

"oops sorry, i was coincidently going"
"oops, i was waiting for.."
"ooh, i meant, over there, not here"
"you didnt know?? i thot, someone had informed you??"

these are all bullshits..im indeed, not wanted, and useless to everyone. am i right?? GOSH.

xoxoxo
naju'najwa

oh, that's not enough to impress us

2009-07-15T18:01:00.000-07:00

ive been trying to call HIM for thousand times, and he happened to be DEAD and didnt pick up my calls. after getting sick of that, i left a message, a message with hope that you'll return my call. thank god that god listen to my prayers and got u some sense to call me back, so here goes:

mr H: hi, did u call this fixed line yesterday
me: yah, owh, is mr S not around
mr H: he is around, why do u need to talk to him? regarding what matter?
me: i want to talk to him, just pass the phone to him please
mr H: okayh, hold on

after wasting a few minutes of waiting in my life....

mr S: hi, salam
me: wsalam, hi im ainul najwa from unmc, do u still remember me?
mr S: yes, ainul right?? (ha ha..yah right you do remember me) may i help u?
me: yes, i hope so. hmmm, i received an unconditional letter of offer from notts uk, and i want to know is it possible for me to appeal regarding this matter. Im speaking on behalf of ahmad maher and mohd farhan as well. we are all taking chem eng course
mr S: sorry but no because you have to bound to the agreement, as stated u just need to complete your whole year of studies here
me: okayh..hmmmm
mr S: just focus on your studies and impress us by at least getting 90 and above for all subjects and at least 100 for one of them
( is this bald guy out of his mind, does he think its easy to study and to get those perfect results?? for me to get this had already made me burnt my midnight oil and studied like mad)
me: hmmm
mr S: we'll give incentives like free f1 ticket or whatever not if u managed to impress us (err HELLO, i studied like mad and u are 'awarding' me with friggin f1 ticket?? can u even get my results??gosh!!!!)
me: hmm..do you even know my results??
mr S: owh you have got your results? (s***! you didnt even bother to check that we had already got our results like 2weeks ago ok) so what did you get?
me: __
mr S: thats average, i told u, at least 90 above (this guy really have no idea to whom he's talking to)
me: owhh (*shocked*)
mr S: errr..wait..from unmc??owh sorry, i was wrong..i just checked, that's under excellent..ooh good, keep up your good work yah and focus on your studies
me: hmmm...'THANK YOU', salam

goshhhh..im sooo disappointed how someone can put me that low!!!! its not freakin easy to study ok! u just sat back and relax without even consider about us and can just simply say that. I'll prove to you. mark my word.

u know, now i hate u!

2009-07-14T22:24:00.000-07:00

hmmm..seriously..ive been keeping this for sooo long..

i dunno
i just do not want to say it out
because i might be wrong
but you are different
im clueless

who am i to you??
ive been losing people i love
why??
is it because i am mean??
or because i dont deserve it??

i know
im here
always here
not that im gone
people only appreciate whom had gone
right??

its easy to say
i dunno who to turn to
maher??yes, he's always there..thank you syg
BUT, only him??

seriously, u didnt go through what i went through
if u were to in my shoes (its ok, u wont..i knw that)
u'll know how much i suffer

i tried, and still trying
not to be self-centered
not to only think about myself
BUT, does anyone else care??

p/s i didnt mean to post this to hurt anyone, and im not talking about anyone as well..im just letting my toughts out

xoxoxo
naju'najwa

boring routines

2009-07-14T20:02:00.000-07:00

6.00am- wake up, get daniel ready for school
6.50am-breakfast with daniel
7.10am-send daniel to school
7.15am-aerobic
8.15am-online
11.00am-shower
11.15am-online
1.00pm-pick up daniel from school
1.15pm-lunch
1.45pm-online
3.00pm-monitor daniel doing his work or gym
4.00pm-riding (wednesdays and fridays)
5.00pm-read or sew
6.00pm-tv,play games
7.30pm-shower
8.00pm-online or tv or read or sew or entertain daniel
9.oopm-dooze off

see..how bored my life is.sighh..i dont even have a reason to sleep late. maher usually will be working from 6pm to 1am, so no one else to entertain me either. I dont watch tv much as well as im already used to it in uni so i dont find tv shows exciting..goshhh..i need to socialize..i feel so left out, so unwanted..where are my friends at these moments???

independent

2009-07-12T18:34:00.000-07:00

i need to do everything on my own and at the same time taking care of my brothers. ive planned everything out and hope so that everything will be just fine (mum, dad, come back fast!) just hoping that it wont rain heavily or the highway will be terribly dangerous. maher come here fast too, i miss u and i dont like to be independent =( i need u..

enough said.

xoxoxo
naju'najwa

mum, be strong

2009-07-07T16:50:00.000-07:00

mum, i'll always pray for you. be strong. Allah will always be on our side

love you

xoxoxo
najwa

keep on hoping

2009-07-05T19:25:00.000-07:00

i really hope money can fall from sky...goshhhh...

i am now in the mood of online shopping..for bags..and eyeing for watches too..but how am i suppose to get all the money?? all my earning from the tutoring ive to bank in..scholarship??not that much..one month allowance is equivalent to the price of one handbag..should i waste??or is it still okayh?? i NEED help!!!!! please....take this desire away~

as the chatterbox starts talking

as promised

MY AHMAD MAHER MOHD SUHAIMI

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This guy is awesome!!

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