haha, just feel like writing that as a title
and nah, im not getting married
i havent been writing here for so long
dont blame me, i would have written here if i got the time

honestly, i have a lot, a lot of things to write
but now i feel so numb, i dont feel like revealing my feelings
is it just because its the time of the month or...
i want to stay hiding for reasons?
haih, boe left last weekend
i didnt even say a proper good bye
bad bad me
i know i couldnt
last two days, i received a text from her
i cried again
miss u bo =(

despite being occupied with my cousin's wedding
i felt so vulnerable
i feel lonely and hate the workload that i have now
now i know how annoying it can be to organize a fashion show
friends, please come. the tickets are effing cheap
gah, wait, do i even have friends now?

yeah, i fell sick, really sick after doing too much work
for the wedding and errands for the fashion show
the weather, the stress, the devastation

p/s i only wish birthdays to people that wished me on my birthday, yeah, fb sucks

naju'najwa